Thursday, July 23, 2009 10:35 AM

Many things in our life is beyond our control. At many of times, we don't know what will happen next. That include every little single things you do. Perhaps, while crossing the road if suddenly a reckless driver knock you down well that it.

So what is life? I don't know. Because life can seem to be very colouful or it may not even be. Endless of tears i had last night does not seem to solve the sadness or sorrow i had in my heart. Figuring over and over again, i still couldn't find the answer. I'm totally helpless that i wish i could really run away from the reality world. When things seem to be perfect and wonderful, there's sure something would happen and take it away just from your hand. Does this mean life have to live with imperfection?

Avoiding, giving in, endurance is no longer working anymore. Soon a full stop will be drawn in unexpected situation. A new life going to be born soon for me. Returning to a single-hood life would it be a better life for me? I don't know. Now i really hope that i can stop being bother by this stuff for time being. I don't think i'm able to cope with it right now.