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Sunday, July 12, 2009 9:16 PM  It is really not easy to hide emotion infront of others. Reality and facts is all that I need to face right now. Not much courage to face everything that I have to. Well, can any kind soul grant me lots and tons of courage to allows me to face everything that I need to. Trying so hard to carry a smile on face everyday, seem not working any longer. A shoulder is needed badly too. Somehow, I just really feel like crying out loud. Feeling so depress right now, that i soon will turn mute. Lesser conversation with others. All i feel like doing now is cope somewhere alone. Yes, i maybe running away from the cruel reality. But when times doesn give you any choices or alternative option that the only thing that would came across your mind. As each days goes by, time is really running out. Days with him is getting shorter. Soon, it will be gone. No matter how i wish i wont happen, but reality doesn make it that way. "True love, happily ever after" Is just fairy tales isn't it? I doubt all this would happen on me then. Focus point would change. Maybe being practical, I shall devoted into my career in future. Love/relationship it will never be part of my life anymore. Enough of my grumbles. All I need now is courage... Happy advance 18th Honxuen! |
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