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Monday, September 28, 2009 9:35 PM It is the fourth month. I am still struggling with the decision. I just cant made up with my mind. Why am I always so indecisive?! I need the decision badly. Same problem occurring almost every month. Seriously, I felt so helpless felt so useless to face all this shit alone each time it happen. Facing all the ignorance and avoiding, somehow I lost the courage I lost the confidence. I wish I could left without a word. Now I feel like moving away from this place. All these years, living in the west side area is a hell to me. I hate this place though I grew up in this area. This area filled more sorrow than happiness. Yes, I lost my smile I lost my happiness. I hate this area. If possible, I wish to move. Perhaps migrate to somewhere else and start a new fresh of my life. Will you be happier if I left?
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Quote The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions ; the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling. Samuel Taylor Coleridge Friends Dawn Daphne Ivey Juliana Kelvin SoonYan Valeria Amelia Cluadia Eunice Jacintha Kenneth Shuana Vanessa Ferlyna Rachel Ivy Flashbacks November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 April 2011 Thanks layout: Kerraline brushes: Moargh codings: detonatedlove♥ |