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Thursday, October 29, 2009 9:43 PM School days are so busy, twenty-four hours doesn't seem to be enough. Each day different modules project are coming in. Almost, every module is entitled to one project. Stress load are adding more and more each day. Next week two presentation to go. And I ain't prepare for it. Yes, by right and basically I shouldn't have much time to have time to think about the relationship problem. Still it is beyond my control, everything just keep flowing through my mind. Bits and bits, the hurts and pain is getting tired and numb as time goes. Tears seem to dry up, somehow staring into the sky had become part of my daily routine. Disappointment was what i received each time. Seriously, I ain't sure why do I give you once and once the chances each time hoping that you would change for the better but I guess I'm just being so silly to let you have chance to hurt me once and once again. I really hate myself being so soft-hearten to allow you to hurt me each time. I want and wish to be mean to you but somehow I just cannot bring myself to do it to you. Sigh, I am just so lousy. Till here then, moods is really bad. Everything is just not going the way that I want and wish to be. :( Another broken dream, broken heart, broken words. |
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