Tuesday, July 28, 2009 11:34 PM

The last feast that I had for this month was yesterday. Dine-in at Deli-Vege to celebrate Jason's birthday in advance. I didnt get to celebrate with him today as he chosen his friend instead. (: Well, whatever it is he feel happy that's more important then.

First time dining at Deli Vege. Hmm alar carte wasn't that nice as what we expected. Somehow a little regret about it. Well, perhaps next time should give a try on its western and bento set. Now let the picture do the description about the yummy food.

Mango soda & Apple soda.


Hotplate Tofu.


Cream of Mushroom soup.


Sambal KangKong


Curry fish head.

Jason

Tml getting back my econ paper 2 result. I'm freaking worry about it. I really do hope i can pass. Yes, all i need is just a pass. I don't aim for distinction but just a pass i would be happy and satisfy.Okay, i am not in the right mood again. I'm like on board an emotional roller coaster.

Till here then. Anyway, Happy 21st Jason & Jeff.

心理的痛谁知道。


Sunday, July 26, 2009 8:52 PM

Great new! I passed my law paper after second attempt. (: Well, but that does not mean I'm safe for the exam. I'm still at a risky stage. Upcoming retest for bstats is on thursdae. Alright, this time round no matter what i will get it pass. No repeat, no retake for the same sucky module again! *cross finger* Just wanna get this done and over.

Anyway, i hope this week would be a fast week. Reason being excel project will be down by 30July. And I can wash my hand off from this module and concentrate on my upcoming sem exam. Alright, enough of school. Let's put school aside. Its weekend!

It has been a sinful weekend for this week. Eating big portion of food since Saturday. I guess pounds and kilos had been added on to my weight. Guess after tml feast than i shall start on my slimming diet once again. HAHAS sometimes just cannot resist the temptation of those yummy food.

Dine- in at Empire State at Iluma on saturday with jason. Oh man! the portion of the food is really big except for their drinks. Just by eating half of it, i'm feeling so full. But the food is really tasty! (: So, will still visit next time round. Now let me share with you the big portion of food picture.


The apple chiiler's

Tomato Penne w 4types of cheese. Sinful :X

Jason's sinful rib western. [ p.s. forgot the name alrdy :x]

Went Ion Orchard today after studying my law quiz. Went into many of the luxury fashion shops. So cool! Thanks to Jason's influence i saw one Burberry wallet. Omygoodness! It's so gorgeous. Definitely, the price is also gorgeous okay! It cost about $500 bucks. Well, if i have the money perhaps i would get myself one. But i still prefer LVs. HAHAS. O and Longchamp finally have a boutique shop of their located at Ion too.. HAHAS so next time need not walk all the way to Takashimaya.

Well, there are far too much to share about Ion Orchard. Just visit there if you are free and you will have the WOWs feeling. The service of those people at the information counter was marvelous! that the only word i could think of for them. Experience it yourself one day.

Dine-in at Waraku casual dinning. Another sinful meal for today. But nevertheless, the food is really yummy and tasty. Oh and their sushi is freaking dam big. Today is the very first time in my life i see such a big sushi. HAHAS. new encounter i had in my 20s. *laugh out loud* Well, let picture do the talking about how yummy the food is. (:


We had the same drink- coke. Nice cup!

My cold noodle.

Jason's hot and spicy ramen.

Kuyukri Maki [ cucumber sushi]

Tml will be having another feast with Jason. Well, i realize just one weekend we spent $80 bucks just alone on food. Sounds pretty spendthrift. Okay, time to save up for travel next year. There's so many countries in my mind i want to go. HAHAS. Here are the countries on the lists.
  1. Taiwan
  2. Japan
  3. Korea
  4. Melbourne
  5. Paris
  6. Rome
Argh. But just the air ticket itself will cost me a big bomb. Ideal plan for my 21st celebration is to leave Singapore and travel out to countries without parent but friends! HAHAS. Alright, I shall hunt for part time job once my paper is over. (:

End of with my freaking long post. And tml is Monday! It will not be blue as i'm looking forward to evening feast. In addition, e-learning lecture for bastats tml which means i end school at 1pm. Ho Ho.. its heaven! hahas.


Thursday, July 23, 2009 10:35 AM

Many things in our life is beyond our control. At many of times, we don't know what will happen next. That include every little single things you do. Perhaps, while crossing the road if suddenly a reckless driver knock you down well that it.

So what is life? I don't know. Because life can seem to be very colouful or it may not even be. Endless of tears i had last night does not seem to solve the sadness or sorrow i had in my heart. Figuring over and over again, i still couldn't find the answer. I'm totally helpless that i wish i could really run away from the reality world. When things seem to be perfect and wonderful, there's sure something would happen and take it away just from your hand. Does this mean life have to live with imperfection?

Avoiding, giving in, endurance is no longer working anymore. Soon a full stop will be drawn in unexpected situation. A new life going to be born soon for me. Returning to a single-hood life would it be a better life for me? I don't know. Now i really hope that i can stop being bother by this stuff for time being. I don't think i'm able to cope with it right now.


Sunday, July 19, 2009 11:01 PM

Why does weekend pass so fast, and weekdays seem to be so long.
Another weekend is down. Tml is another start of week. Sigh.

Getting back bstats paper again. Well, i'm mentally prepare for next thursdae upcoming retake. Reason being last thurs paper was so dam freaking difficult that i almost have the urge to hand in a blank script. A penny of thought i had in mind while on my way home that day.

Am I doing the right course at the right campus? Or perhaps I should have chosen Accountancy as the first choice instead of BFS? What will I be seeing three years down the road? Will I succeed or will I face another failure in my life again?

Anyway, I'm really still searching for my poly pathway. A semster will be over soon in about one month plus time. But the result i'm seeing for myself is so disheartening and study morale had tremendously dropped to zero. Well, i guess whatever it is I just had to face it.

Sometimes, avoidance would be a better way isn't it?


Saturday, July 18, 2009 11:12 PM

After mugging hard and spending hell life for the entire five days in school, I spent three quarter of my day with Jason. (: A whole day out with him is not sufficient at all. Well, but better than nothing.

Anyway, we spent our three quarter day at Bugis.Headed of to OG tower to get his power supply change. Oh seriously, this company working system is super inefficient. Imagine getting just a power supply change, it take about an hour to done when it could be done at most half an hour. Room of improvement is needed badly for their service. (: Afterwhich, went over to Sim Lim Square as he needs to collect some stuff from his friend. We took about almost one and a half hour to get his stuff done.

Walked over to Iluma. Yes, the new shopping center beside bugis street. Dine in at Waraku Pasta. First time dining in at a new place. HAHAS Okay, food is yummy and tasty. Hmm price range if it could be a little more cheaper that would be totally perfect! HAHAS. Went up to filmgrade to collect our 3D ICE AGE 3 tickets.
Rated ★★ ★

The show was pretty comedy. Had a great laugh and somehow it kills a little of my unhappiness away. Duration of show was about one an half hours. So after the movie had end it was still early for me to leave for my religion classes. Yup, so crossed over to Parco. Argh! New release phone are so tempting. Ohmygoodness. I hope i can resist my temptation. The Iphone 3G.S and SE 995. Oh they are totally Cool. But i'm really kind of broke to have my phone change now..

Iphone 3G.S

W995

I shall wait. Soon, one fine day i'm going to get either one of them! HAHAS. Dinner was our new love Toastbox. (: Still, we prefer Yewtee point's outlet. To mark the day with a full stop, we took bus together and Jason alight at the same stop as me but he change another bus home while i'm off for my class.


He will always be part of me no matter what♥.



Monday, July 13, 2009 11:41 PM

Ohmygoodness! I'm so unprepare for tml biz law retest.
Please make it a easy one. I just need another dam pathetic six marks to get a passing grade.

Thursdae bstat paper gonna kill me too. That is so holy shit. HAHAS
What the hell is discrete, continous and sampling probability?!
Goodness. How to pass lidat? OhMan! Mathematic genuis is needed badly right now~

Wish me goodluck for my paper then.
HAHAS hopefully I don't flunk like nobody business again. HAHAS. (:


Sunday, July 12, 2009 9:16 PM


It is really not easy to hide emotion infront of others. Reality and facts is all that I need to face right now. Not much courage to face everything that I have to. Well, can any kind soul grant me lots and tons of courage to allows me to face everything that I need to.

Trying so hard to carry a smile on face everyday, seem not working any longer. A shoulder is needed badly too. Somehow, I just really feel like crying out loud. Feeling so depress right now, that i soon will turn mute. Lesser conversation with others. All i feel like doing now is cope somewhere alone. Yes, i maybe running away from the cruel reality. But when times doesn give you any choices or alternative option that the only thing that would came across your mind.

As each days goes by, time is really running out. Days with him is getting shorter. Soon, it will be gone. No matter how i wish i wont happen, but reality doesn make it that way. "True love, happily ever after" Is just fairy tales isn't it? I doubt all this would happen on me then.

Focus point would change. Maybe being practical, I shall devoted into my career in future. Love/relationship it will never be part of my life anymore. Enough of my grumbles.
All I need now is courage...


Happy advance 18th Honxuen!


Saturday, July 11, 2009 11:06 PM

Sigh.. Sometimes i'm wondering something is really going wrong in my life. Unhappiness is adding on each day. Smile is gone after shortly. Tears has been increasing lately. Just what wrong with me i wonder.

Walking alone along the road today, looking up to the beautiful sky. So many thoughts had been flowing through my mind. My future, my life and everything. Then, i realised is actually empty. I feel so lost and out of a sudden, i lost my sense of direction. Jus like how i am in my life now.

School are sucks so as relationship are in a mess. Nothing are going well. There are so much setback that I hardly have time to know what is going on. The usual strong of me seem to be disappearing soon. I'm such a failure right now.

How i wish..


Wednesday, July 8, 2009 8:37 PM

How times flies. Its the 100th post i had with blogger. (: Been busy lately. There's no extra time to slow down my daily life pace. Every moment i'm catching minutes and second to have a rest.

Well, due to lack of rest, my dear backache friend had came to say Hi to me once again. Thankfully, i get to rest one entire dae due to the pain and i could hardly get off my bed. Till now, i can feel still feel the pain. But, that doesn mean i could hab another dae off.

So many projects to rush. Yet time is so short.. Spending sleepless night is all I had since the day my poly life start. Well, hopefully the price will be paid for the effort.

Update till here then. Can't wait for fridae to arrive. Cos LMS project will be down.
Next week is another stressful week. Class test, common test 2 once again. Argh.. I'm seriously unprepare for everything.. Oh my god! Can time stop for a moment?


Saturday, July 4, 2009 9:43 PM

First week of school have ended. Realised that this start of school term is actually very short. Time is running out, but yet so many project had left undone.

Thankfully, biz law project was already down and out of the to-do lists. Next fridae would be LMS project 3. Oh! And that left with excel project. Argh. I seriously hate this project. People who are close will know why do i hate it so much. Something are better left unsaid. (: Anyway, feeling slightly better this few days already but scar doesnt disappear still for time being. Hopefully, more laughter and joy are able to stop me from all that wlid thinking.


Zoo trip with boyfriend on twenty-eight of June was fun! Picture are best to describe my emotion for the daes. So yup, see the pictures closely with your eye. Sorry for colleging the photos as there are far too many to be uploaded.


Tropical crops.


Kampong House.

Ytd, met up with my sec buddies ard 9. Had a short spin ard Yew tee and CCK. Afterwhich, went to yew tee point for supper. HAHAS I had my peanut butter thick toast from Toastbox. Just simply no idea why i just fall in love with that so much. And thanks to all the peanut butter, I had put on more calories to my body. Goodness! I'm getting rounder. Is really time for slimming. And it starts todae. (: I shall be persever to my dieting plan. HAHAS



Alright, till here then. Gotta get back to do all my tutorial and assignment.Long awaited RL polo has arrived todae. Can't wait to collect it from boyfriend on mondae. Bet Ryl babe will be anxious to see our ever first RL polo. (: And i miss this babe of mine trucksload.