Friday, March 5, 2010 10:43 PM

It's so contradicting! Holyshit. Yes, I think I love holiday, everyday doing nothing but eat and sleep. On the other hand, I dislike holiday cos it makes me feel fat. Aerobic session had ended which also mean no more exercise alrdy. Goodness! I won't be so discipline to do jogging everyday after school. I'm just way too lazy to do that. Perhaps, I should find company to do evening jog tgt then I might be discipline to exercise regularly. I'm so going to sign up aerobic as cca when school starts. Shake off the FATS and welcome the Muscles. (: HAHAS! On a side note, headed out with Rachel cousin and Joy darling. We went to semebawang shopping center. Surprisingly, we manage to shop and bought clothes from there. HAHAS. Headed over to cousin place before going Sakae for dinner. Yes, I had a sumptuous dinner tgt with cousin and joy. Thanks cousin for the treat. Really had a good time spent whenever Joy is around. Day was well spent after all.

Sudden urge at this moment, I feel perhaps disappearing and leaving your life, your presence it might be a good choice. I ain't sure why am I so affected by the photo that I've seen. Moving on and fully letting go of you,really just seem so hard. I'm trying and trying but it just couldn't work. Right now, I feel I'm like a useless shit! Argh. I hate myself.. I hate myself being like this as well.. ): Sigh.