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Tuesday, August 31, 2010 11:16 PM Argh, feeling super super bad mood. So many things are running in my mind. I felt so messy! Hate this kind of messy feeling to the max. Why am I living in such a horrible and miserable life?! I feel so dumb so dumb! Things will never and always go the way you wanted. For a minutes, you will be treated like a gem, next moment you are just nothing. Totally nothing okay, just purely like a tissue being thrown after use. The hot and cold game is not my cup of tea. I'm not good in playing it neither do I wanna play it well. The feeling just suck to the max. Everyone deserve to be treated like a decent human and so do I.
No one will understand how am I feeling now. Not just being treated like shit, the feeling of stress sucks. Why am I torturing myself with all these shits?! From the day I've entered till right now at this moment, I totally regret my choice. No matter how I try to fall in love with it, it still fail. Boyf is out for field camp again. Boohoo to NS! I need him so much right now, yet he's out for field camp. * thumb up* I can't do anything but to keep everything to myself. If I can, I just feel like crying out loud or scream everything out. And there's no love from this family at all. Nobody care neither bother. In their eye, the elder & youngest are the only precious only gem. |
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