How time flies. It has been a month since school start. Oh well, getting back to school mood already still somehow I guess I just focus much during school hours. Lost the motivation to study real hard or I should say I start to feel tired about schooling. Dreading myself to school almost everyday doesn't seem to be something I can do for long. I need to turn over a new leaf, I need to change my mind for the better. Oh well, I'm wondering if I can really do this.

Anyway, recently I'm in dilemma if I should take up the six months internship or I should opt out for that. Ain't sure what I really want seriously. Somehow I lost my direction about my future my career. What I want to do, what I wan to be doesn't seem to be clear in my mind anymore. Great! What had exactly happened to me which me myself I also don't even know. Have I lost myself somewhere?

I need advice seriously. I hope I can find my way out soon. I feel so suffocated and so lost in the forest etc. Ahead of me seem to be a never ending path, I walked a very long distance but still I couldn't find the ending point. Starting to feel tired...