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Heartbroken.

2011-04-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

I never ever knew the person I'm be with for 6years ended up becoming a 2timer. Neither do I expect that such thing will ever happen on me. Seriously, am I the cause of this 2 timer thingy or am I not? This feeling isn't great. What have i done wrong that causes him to fall for someone else? Oh well..

Dream.

2010-12-19T00:05:00.003+08:00

"You ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background. It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples lives have we been in. Were we a part of someones life when that dream came true or were we there when their dreams died. Did we keep trying to get in as if we were somehow destined to be there.   Or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it." - One Tree Hill

Busy life.

2010-12-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

It has been a busy busy life for me. Started taking up part time job to spend each of my day to the fullest. Yes I must agree that it was pretty tiring to work and study at the same time. But it also help me to improve my lousy time management. (:

Even though, I've seem to be busy with my life but living in my own world doing my own things makes me feel so happy. Now that I got no extra time or energy to have those unwanted thinking that shouldn't be in my mind in the very first place. Yes, I'm sucks at facing the ugly truth, the cruel reality. I don't have the courage to face all these, I'm just not good in it. I would always choose to run away or avoid if possible. Alright, I guess I've finally update my so-dead blog. Time to get back to my assignment. (:

Dilemma

2010-11-21T13:53:00.003+08:00

How time flies. It has been a month since school start. Oh well, getting back to school mood already still somehow I guess I just focus much during school hours. Lost the motivation to study real hard or I should say I start to feel tired about schooling. Dreading myself to school almost everyday doesn't seem to be something I can do for long. I need to turn over a new leaf, I need to change my mind for the better. Oh well, I'm wondering if I can really do this.

Anyway, recently I'm in dilemma if I should take up the six months internship or I should opt out for that. Ain't sure what I really want seriously. Somehow I lost my direction about my future my career. What I want to do, what I wan to be doesn't seem to be clear in my mind anymore. Great! What had exactly happened to me which me myself I also don't even know. Have I lost myself somewhere?

I need advice seriously. I hope I can find my way out soon. I feel so suffocated and so lost in the forest etc. Ahead of me seem to be a never ending path, I walked a very long distance but still I couldn't find the ending point. Starting to feel tired...

Beginning.

2010-11-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

I start to feel the stress for the semester. Oh my! There's so much to learn but the time is pretty limited. Even though I have tried to squeeze my schedule to be pack during the weekdays, so that I can enjoy my lovely weekend but somehow it just doesn't really work. Boohoo! ): Also waking up at 6 30am everyday really kills me much. I can't get enough of my beauty sleep. I'm so deprive for my sleep.

There's so much to update but I'm just way too lazy to type and type non stop. HAHAS So pardon me for this! (: I'm so looking forward to this weekend. I guess everyday I'm just counting down to my weekend. *laugh out loud* Okay! Time to back to tutorial, will be back for more next time round.

Distance myself.

2010-11-06T23:52:00.001+08:00

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Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people.
If they care, they will notice.
If they don't, you will know where you stand.

Apparently to you, I think I know where I stand.

It's Halloween.

2010-10-30T10:56:00.002+08:00

Hey people, it's Halloween! (: Oh well, it seem like as year goes by Singaporean are starting to celebrate Halloween too. HAHAS Always love to see babies being dressed up in Halloween costume. Those little pumpkins and witches. HAHAS It just way too adorable. Not to forget, Darling joy dressed in her bumble bee costume for last Halloween. HAHAS

Anyway, first week of school is down. Great! Nine more weeks to go before term break wave to me again. It's going to be a tough tough week because modules seem alien to me. And I dont seem to understand even though I attended lectures. Oh my! Can't afford to fail any module for this semester. And right now, biz comm skill group mates are bugging me with ideas for our long report. Oh man! Is only the sixth day of school and is Saturday! My lovely weekend going to be ruined soon. Boohoo! On a side note, going to pay a visit to "I light Marina bay" tonight with Boyf. (: Stay tune for more updates.

Once upon a milkshake.

2010-10-27T21:44:00.003+08:00

Short day for school today. *thumb up* I like! HAHAS anyway, attended two lectures in a row from morning 9am till 1pm. Credit management seem manageable, but treasury was like challenging. Lecturer was pretty rude in his language still at times he's being humorous. (: Somehow during the lecture, I understand what he's trying to say but again the next moment I'm lost. *laugh out loud* I guess I really need to put doubly more effort for this semester. Friends and classmates already started their revision since day one. For me, I guess I'm still in a holiday mood. I'm really so dead! *guilty* Alright, I shall play less and get some serious work done from week two onwards. Oh, and first jap language class is starting tml. I'm kind of excited to start learning it. Wish me luck people! Hopefully I won't screw it up. HAHAs

On a side note, Paranormal Activity two with min min dear and company. (: Another disappointment horror movie, however thanks to Bryan my six bucks worth while yea! HAHAS The storyline was even worst than the previous one. Incidents were predictable but it was pretty funny that we all turn the horror movie into a comedy whereby Michael's moon walk, baby become astronaut came in. HAHAS Nice movie outing with the cliques! Let's have more but this time round, I don't wanna sit beside Bryan anymore. HAHAS Not to forget, I had my first try of Once upon a milkshake ice cream. Whooo, Ice cream never fail to be my favorite. It just simply taste so awesome and yummlicious. HAHAS (: Shall have it more in future.

Nightmare.

2010-10-26T21:16:00.003+08:00

Caught the movie Piranha with Boyf and Jeff over the weekend. It was the first R21 movie that I ever watched in my life. It was super gore! Knowing it was gore, ain't sure why in the hell would I agree to watch when Boyf asked me before buying the ticket. Okay, perhaps it was me who didnt like gore movie so I felt the movie was pretty gore. Overall a nice movie to catch (: Oh not to forget we tried the newly open Gong cha too! Hmmm I think I still prefer KOI more though. HAHAS

Okay, I'm back to school once again. New semester, new modules and new classmates. Another challenging and stress semester to suffer once again. Boohoo! Timetable was sucks to max, every day just seem like office hours to me. And seriously, I hate the school admin who removed the 15 min grace period. How to reach school punctually when 9am classes, traffic are also jam like nobody business. Seriously, the school admin is dam freaking brainless! Alright, shall stop here for today. I'm super exhausted aft 8hours of brain killing session in school.

Quote for the day.

2010-10-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

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The past can hurt.
The memories are beautiful.
But the way I see it,
You can either run away from it or learn from it.
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Penny of Thought.

2010-10-12T22:42:00.003+08:00

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We fall for boys who give us pretty words and false hope

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To the fullest.

2010-10-07T17:46:00.004+08:00

Welcome October! (: It's a good start for my October. Reason being, I'm thankful about my result. Despite all the whining, I managed to cleared the semester. Even though it is not all the "WOW" grade still I'm contented with my grades.

Anyway, its gonna be a super duper long post. There are way too many overdue pictures. Let's begin now. (: On the 2nd October, had steamboat buffet at Lingzhi Vegetarian restaurant. A nice place to dine in but somehow is a bit costly. Oh well, it was a belated celebration lunch for Rachel Darl 21st, our wonderful results and not to forget a farewell meal for Travis before going back to Tekong for his recourse again. A great day out with all the beloved, had fun, joy and laughter. It been long that we enjoyed ourselves. Oh well, now we are all back to our busy life. (: Once in awhile such gathering do really help.

Cheesy 7.

Botak Boyf.

Last Friday, Boyf finally POP! *wink* It has been four months, seeing each other for just once a week. Minus away all the arguments, I still do love him much. On Monday, we dine in at Pizza hut, headed to try out their new pizza cheesey 7. Hmmm don't really like it though. Oh well, it shall be the first and last time. Teehees. Anyway, yesterday headed to town with him. Caught the movie "The other guy". Not really comedy, but somehow I felt its kind of silly and stupid. (: After which, collected my long awaited pants and we settle down at Waraku for our dinner as usual. (: A great day spent!

On a side note, today is the enrollment for my IS. *Thumb up* I got myself into the choices I wanted. (: So looking forward to learn Japanese language as well as Introduction to Social Psychology. Okay, my long wordy post shall stop here. (:

Miss you dearly.

2010-09-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

Today was spent in a simple way, prata for breakfast and somehow we celebrated Steven's birthday. Ops, there wasn't any present because we have yet to find the suitable one. Initially should be out in the evening, to collect some stuff but due to heavy rain I decided to give it a miss. So sorry my partner! HAHAS

Counting one more day, daddy will be back home sweet home. I miss daddy! ): Oh Boyf is sick, I wish to see him so badly can?! Sigh but I can't. I only get to see him on Saturday. Right now I've to try not to ruin tml mood and atmosphere. And finally tml is the day! Everything will be over soon. And welcome back my normal life. Miss you much! HAHAS. As time goes, we tends to know someone more in depth and tends to see more of their true color. Din't really expect such situation would happen. But oh well, I'm glad that I see through it now. Is okay, it no longer matters. Ranting it out is because I wanna note it down and leave it to become a past. A brighter pathway is waiting for me ahead. So I should start walking instead of always back to one square. I've finally found the way out of the maze. Now, my heart feel so much better. (: And I'm so gonna live my life well. Alright till here gonna off to bed! Nights

Happy & Sad Day.

2010-09-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

A day out with my honey was Happy! (: Spent our afternoon doing manicure and pedicure. Honey did her pedicure while I did my manicure. For sure, we will go back to the shop next time for a whole package of manicure & pedicure. Reason being their service was good. *thumb up* After which, had Pastamania for lunch and Coffee bean for tea-time. Enjoying our "Tai-tai"'s life and having a good HTHT (: More catch up before the school starts. And can't wait for next week to come. Because we are going shopping! HAHAS but right now, I'm just way too broke. ):

A day was used to be filled with joy and laughter. Somehow everything just turned upside down. I was pretty disappointed or rather sad. Can't wait for Friday to be over. As I feel I really had enough. I just want get it done and over. I do feel happy for that person but not all the helpers. Thankfully, I've a great helper who helped me from starting till now. I guess the both of us are just feeling extremely tired. As I walked home, lifting my head up to look at the bright moon. I realized I miss Boyf and Daddy. ): At times, they are not being nice but at least most of the time they are most sweetest and understanding guys in my life. I'm grateful and thankful that I do have them in my life and heart. (: Thanks heavenly mummy for turning me into such fortunate and happy girl. *grateful* Alright, till here I'm feeling so much better now after ranting everything out. Time for bed. (: Nights

A week without dad.

2010-09-21T16:42:00.005+08:00

This is the four days without daddy at home. Boohoo! Kind of miss daddy much. Anw, here are some updates. Last Saturday, met up with Boyf spent our day at Bugis. (: Boyf bought himself another non-camera phone ; HTC touch 2. And we had KOI. HAHAS A short day spent, but was fruitful.

W&W's mooncake

On Sunday, headed for youth group session. It was a fun session because we get to learn how to make mooncake with your own hand! HAHAS Brother and I total made 3 mooncakes. Given uncle one of our product. Thankfully, first attempt review turn out to be alright and not too bad. Gave another one to Boyf's family too. (: Hopefully they will feel is okay. Now left one awaiting for daddy to come home and try! Oh well, tml is mid-atumn festive but this time round without dad in Singapore. Hmmmm somehow a bit not used to it. Is okay, daddy will be back in another three more days.

Tml gonna meet up with my Honey! I can't wait to see her. We've got so many things that we wish to accomplish tml. HAHAS and so much to catch up. Okay, till here will update again soon. (:

Dance on.

2010-09-16T05:58:00.004+08:00

It's been long since I last update this so-dead blog of mine. Oh well, exam has been over for a week. The feeling of being kind of carefree was great. Enjoying my life still so far. And really don't wish Oct 1 to arrive so fast and so soon. Praying hard that I could clear all the module for this semester. Please heavenly mummy let me cleared all and not PHD. (:

Anyway, had a great time spent on Monday with my two beloved twin. (: Thank you for waiting for me to watch Step up 3D together. Though it was a 3D movie, but we chose to watch it at 2D instead. A nice movie and I love all the dance. I wish I have some dance talent so that I can dance like them as well. Now I really regret giving up the passion of dancing when I was in secondary school. Shouldn't have quit modern dance. Oh well, too late! HAHAS. I love the moments that the three of us always have. My two beloved twin are just way too busy for their personal life that we hardly got chance to meet up. When will we be reunion again?! HAHAS

Alright till here. Order the wrong drink that caused me to be insomnia. Well done! Never try again next time. Off to catch some drama and head back to bed. (:

A day out.

2010-09-05T21:37:00.004+08:00

I've been mugging like some nerd for the entire last week. Meeting up with two different group of people to force myself study well for this exam. And the first paper was down! Four more to go though. Thankfully, next paper starts on Tuesday but I've yet to complete my revision. Oh man! Tuesday is my killer day. I wish and really pray hard that the exam paper are some kind of paper that I can handle. I do not aim high but just a pass. (: Please grant me that grade, heavenly mummy. Oh please!

"Grown ups"

Our dinner

Anyway, I decided to give myself a break yesterday. An off day leave from youth and mugging. Met up with boyf and headed down to Yishun and Bugis to settle his comp stuff. Then after which, caught the movie "Grown ups". Nice movie I would said, it really make me laugh out loud. HAHAS A nice way to vent out all the stress. Pamper ourselves with some nice good food from Ebisboshi Shotengai. Second attempt from that place, but this time was a different area. (: And the food taste better than the first attempt we had. Oh, the coolest thingy was it was a self order menu using the menu pen. *thumb up* I was like totally noob to it. And boyf just love using that pen. *laugh out loud* Thanks boyf's cousin for the treat. It was so coincidence that we bumped into them after dining. And I swear the toddler was cute, the wife was so-god-dam pretty! HAHAS Before leaving for religion class, we queued for KOI again. I just love KOI way too much, teehees.. I had a nice day out with Boyf despite the big fight that we had on Friday.

Had mini bonding session with the youth group people today. (: Had fun playing those bonding game. Though the names of the game sounded so kiddy but it was fun! Had Mac breakfast with both my beloved twins. (: Falling in love with breakfast deluxe! HAHAS After which, back to Mac again to accompany Darl to finish her essay before heading back home for some mugging. Fruitful day! HAHAS and I really need to learn how to do some chores. My poor thumb.. ): Alright till here, gotta head back to continue my revision again. (:

Argh.

2010-08-31T23:16:00.002+08:00

Argh, feeling super super bad mood. So many things are running in my mind. I felt so messy! Hate this kind of messy feeling to the max. Why am I living in such a horrible and miserable life?! I feel so dumb so dumb! Things will never and always go the way you wanted. For a minutes, you will be treated like a gem, next moment you are just nothing. Totally nothing okay, just purely like a tissue being thrown after use. The hot and cold game is not my cup of tea. I'm not good in playing it neither do I wanna play it well. The feeling just suck to the max. Everyone deserve to be treated like a decent human and so do I.

No one will understand how am I feeling now. Not just being treated like shit, the feeling of stress sucks. Why am I torturing myself with all these shits?! From the day I've entered till right now at this moment, I totally regret my choice. No matter how I try to fall in love with it, it still fail. Boyf is out for field camp again. Boohoo to NS! I need him so much right now, yet he's out for field camp. * thumb up* I can't do anything but to keep everything to myself. If I can, I just feel like crying out loud or scream everything out. And there's no love from this family at all. Nobody care neither bother. In their eye, the elder & youngest are the only precious only gem.

Stress level.

2010-08-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

Counting down in two and half days time before first paper commence. The stress level is increasing doubly each day just like the pedals shown above. Suddenly, the study mood is totally gone I felt as though I'm in a holiday mood already. *Thumb up* I'm so going to be dead for this coming examination. Seriously, can't wait for this four days of examination to be over. Oh perhaps, I had entered into a wrong polytechnic which the exam paper are forever alien! In comparison to other polytechnic, I guess I would be better than. Sigh.

On a side note, I miss boyf so much. Dislike NS because it took up way too much of our time. Boohoo! ): Less quarreling, less arguments really helps our relationship to get closer. I wish, I wish all this could remain unchanged. This is because I will smile more and less sad. (: Oh boyf, please stop having your mood swing weekly! HAHAS. Alright till here. (:

Study & Mugging Hard.

2010-08-23T21:20:00.002+08:00

Oh man! I left with nine days to mug for five modules of paper. Holy shit! Seriously, time is really not enough for me to finish mugging all the five papers. Indeed studying is boring, but for the sake of that god-dam cert all I could do was just to endure. Study all the so-dead theory and doing all the calculation is so not fun. Sigh, really wish exam can be over soon.

A little of grumbling. As usual, a place whereby I can vent it all out. I really do not understand why do I have such siblings who only think about themselves and not bothering or rather sparing thoughts for parents. They do not own the bank, neither they owe you anything. If you wanna go oversea, then save up and pay your air ticket including your expenses. Why do you always have to treat them like a money tree?! You shake and money will just simply drop from the sky?! No they don't, what you take is all their hard earn money. For goodness sake, please grow up can?! And being the eldest, yet all you think is just yourself and your husband. Yes, you are getting married or in fact you are. But what difference do you had in comparison to those cousin. Same isn't it, they support you to study, you graduate and there you leave the house without contributing. Forget it, you are no longer the sister I knew anyway. Because of your husband, you raised your voice at me. I had enough of you, you can leave or move far from us then.

On a side note, I'm meeting my honey tml! (: Yay! we going to have some mugging done as well as Mr curry. Yum yum..

Fattening week.

2010-08-22T15:56:00.003+08:00

This entire week hasn't been really good staying at home for one full day. It was meant to be a study break, however I'm putting in lots of fats into my body. Enjoyed and pampered myself so much that I think it's been days since I last touch all my notes. *thumb up* I'm so going to be dead.

Anyway, the above picture showed partially what I've done for this week. Min min dear brought me to this Honeymoon dessert shop to try their dessert. *Slurp* Is so yummlicious and most importantly it is freaking cheap! HAHAS I shall bring mummy and daddy to try it out one day. (: Study hard, not to forget to enjoy hard. I watched two movies in a week. I'm going to broke soon! *laugh out loud* Min min dear, is my fav horror movie partner! HAHAS We had a great laugh throughout the horror movie "Curse of the Deserted". Oh my! Recently horror movies are all disappointment. Still, I'm looking forward for the yet to launch horror movie by the director of Ju-on. HAHAS Anyone interested to watch with me?!

On a side note, caught "Expendables" with Dear and Jeff ytd. The gore part had never fail to turn me off. But overall, the movie was great! Love the way Jet Li speaks his English. (: Not to forget, I'm so in love with Mac breakfast now. Oh my oh my!! Tell me how not to get fatter each day... Time track, left one and half week more before the first paper kick the start. Oh well, I should really start focusing on my revision. I can't afford to fail any more modules.

Hoya Kerrii.

2010-08-15T22:42:00.003+08:00

It has been nine days since I last posted something here. (: Reason being, was down with fever and throat infection again. Super weak immune system I've. Oh well, there goes my National day okay! I was home with burning forehead which make me feel so dead for days. I swear I was like a walking zombie from Monday till Wednesday.

♥ Hoya Kerrii

On Thursday, I finally step out of my doorstep headed down to Far east Orchard to meet my beloved Rachel darling♥. Yes, we did a little retail therapy and had our nails painted. (: I wanted to have a poka dot nails art but sad to say my nails were just way to short for that. Oh well, I still hearts my nails color much much. Teehees! Oh almost forgot, Rachel darling bought me a Hoya Kerrii - Sweet heart plant from her school bazar. Love it much! (: Thanks darl♥. Dinner with her as well as Travis love before heading down for our religion meeting. I had a great day spent with two of them. They will always made my day! Love them lots. ♥♥

On Friday, initially was a study day at home instead of heading out to meet my beloved ITE clique of friend. Still, I went out. HAHAS Though, we do not have any plans for the day but just simply gather and stand somewhere to talk and talk. HAHAS but I had a great day laughing away all the illness. And finally, I get to see brother's girlfriend. HAHAS but didnt have enough time to interact with her much. I shall do it next time round then, so she won't feel so awkward.

Yesterday, attended workshop organized by Youth group. It was a interesting and fruitful workshop I must say. Within one and half hour, I learnt how much work that a logistic needs to do and prepare for a stage perform. Indeed it's not an easy job. Well, a Saturday was well spent and a big thank you to Rachel darl, Travis love and Ryl honey for being there when I needed the most. Love you guys much. ♥♥

Last day of school.

2010-08-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

Yay! It marked the last day of school. Finally the day I'm waiting has arrived. Even though, this is only a study break but who cares! HAHAS at least officially I need not attend tutorial or lectures. Initially, was about to give last day of school a miss and head out with my honey Cheryl. But it was too last minute, thus we didn't meet up and I headed to school.

Okay, I really got to start my revision soon next week. Don't wish to flunk any modules anymore. *keep my finger crossed* I shall try not to switch myself to holiday or I'll be dead. On a side note, I had a nice Friday for this week. (: You are the one who create smile on my face.

What's on my mind.

2010-08-03T22:09:00.003+08:00

Sometimes people play hard to get to know
that the other person's feelings are real.

Inception.

2010-07-31T23:59:00.004+08:00

Caught this awesome movie today. A show about reality and dream. Oh well, at times life is really hard and tough that people will choose to stay and live in their dream. This show kind of reflect about human being's daily life.

On the side note, viewing firework annually during the national day period is something I would not give it a miss every year. As usual, I was watching Inception at Suntec earlier on. After dined at Pastamania, headed off to Marina Esplande area to view the beautiful and lovely fireworks. I was going "Wow, wow wow! So nice so beautiful" Thanks bf for spotting a good spot to view the firework. It was really awesome. (: And I'm loving it. Exam commence in a month time, I really really need to stop enjoying my life and start mugging. Not to forget, I shall plan a daily timetable for myself which includes study and exercise. I'm need to shake some of the fats off my body seriously. I'm getting fatter and rounder. Oh my! Oh my!

Tired.

2010-07-27T07:41:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling extremely tired and sleepy. Wanted to be a good student for at least a week really seem to be challenging for me. Good student meaning I attend all lectures, tutorial for the entire week. But look is just the second day and I couldn't take it anymore. HAHAS Decided to give FMGT a miss because I'm really just way too tired to drag myself from home to school.

Oh well, exam is waving at us already. Clearing all the projects, getting back the grades however certain modules project are just so not well done. ): This also mean I got to work doubly hard in order to clear all my modules. Argh! The stress load is getting heavier once again. Gonna start my revision like real soon. Sudden urge of mugging for exam is back, seriously hope this will stay long perhaps till the day I cleared my last paper. (: Alright I shall end my post here.

Should I be awaiting for your return this coming weekend?

Oh Yay.

2010-07-18T22:00:00.009+08:00

Hurray! Projects for this semester have finally draw a beautiful full stop. All the on hands projects are all cleared last Friday. And smell of the long semester holidays is getting nearer and nearer. Teehees.

Anyway, I've lots to update for today post so pardon me okay people! (: I shall start from last Tuesday. I had a day out with minmin love. We decided to give FP lecture a miss and headed off to town for our retail therapy and movies. And the greatest new I wanna share is, I "FINALLY" found someone who loves watching horror movie just like I do. (: HAHAS How nice and wonderful it is. Decided to watch 9 temples, so after getting our tickets we headed off to HongKong cafe for our lunch. It was a sinful one, but the food is just way too yummy! HAHAS. I had mine very first try of their Almond paste and it really taste yummy. Thanks minmin love for the recommendation. (:

Pictures with Val dearest. (:

Thursday was a no school day for me, so I headed off to Airport to send my val dearest off to Brisbane. Miss her much, oh well three years will just pass with a blink of our eye yea?!After that, went to Novena met up with Jojo to collect our Gong cha bubble tea. Okay our very first try for the bubble tea. Taste quite nice. Somehow, I prefer KOI more.

Friday, I went to meet up with my honey Ryl at tamp. I miss my days there. Seriously, that was the most happiest moment I had during uniform times. Had a good catching up with her, but hope to have more. Alright, somehow we have make plans to catch up during the study break. (: How efficient are we right?! HAHAS

Yesterday, my love booked out! Oh man, I miss him much and truckloads can?! Seeing him once a week is really not enough though. Okay, as usual had a day out with him and Jeff. We went to Illuma to catch the show "Predators". After movie, went to SLS before heading to temple for night class. Oh, and we had KOI! I tried the Hazel nut milk tea, and I fell in love with it. HAHAS thanks to Honey for the recommendation.

Tml is Monday, I hate it so much can?! Alright, maybe I should grumble less just another 2-3 more weeks I need not see that aunty anymore. And I really got to study for my re-test on Fmgt real soon. So I shall stop here for today. (: Till here.

Voyage de la Vie

2010-07-10T23:51:00.006+08:00

It been a long time that I feel Friday was a TGIF day. Yesterday, was a TGIF day for me. (: Because the evening night was spent at Resort World Sentosa watching the show " Voyage de la Vie".

Caught the show with Travis love, Amelia love & her baby love. (: HAHAS Thanks Rachel darling for the complementary ticket! (: It was nice, but somehow some chapter was a little boring. Thankfully, I didnt fall asleep. HAHAS (: Props were well done except for the sound. HAHAS Somehow at the ending there were a little corp up. Still overall was awesome! Rewind the story to before we watched the show.

Met up with Travis love at Mrt station before heading to Sentosa. Okay, traveling journey will never be bored neither you will feel is a long journey. Reason being, he can crap lots of lame jokes at some random point in time. Never fail to praise himself as always. HAHAS What a nice BFF I have. (: Before the show starts, he wants to buy the Universal Studio Singapore lanyard so badly we went to search around the gift shop. Thank god, we manage to find and he bought three of it. Exactly the same as Rachel darling's lanyard. HOHO And out of three, one was mine. Thanks love for the lanyard. (: Now three of us have the same lanyard.

On a side note, even though was tired but time spent with them was awesome much! (: Love to spend my day being with them especially with Rachel darl my pri sch friend till now. HAHAS! As for today, I did nothing much but wasting my lovely weekend again. It all credit to someone. Oh well, perhaps I shall not look forward to my lovely weekend anymore. Alright till here.

Yucks.

2010-07-08T09:57:00.003+08:00

Oh well, I've been sick for the past two days. Yet I'm still not recovering! ): Boohoo. Despite, I hate taking medication right now I got no choice but to force myself swallow all the pills. It taste really yucks somehow I'm losing my taste bud soon. Yes I've got myself MC for two days but these two days, I still got to travel back to school for some project filming. How to rest well & recover asap?!

Tomorrow marks the retest for financial regulation and practice paper. I've yet to get anything right into my brain. I'm so dead. Hopefully today I can have a little more energy to start the revision soon. Ain't sure what to continue, thus I guess I shall end my post here! (:

Venting out.

2010-07-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

I guess this is the place whereby I could vent everything out. Feel as though I can no longer breathe. So much fresh air is needed. Struggling with life really tires me out. How would you feel when everything is not going the way you wanted and even being misunderstood by people?

I'm always trying so hard for school. No matter how hard and tough, I always have to bite and hang onto it. The stress load, the piles and piles of endless work. I'm glad that Mummy finally sees what i'm going through and suffering. That something gives me the motivation to carry on my poly life.

When you don't even have time for yourself, will you still think of meeting up with friends? I doubt anyone will do so. If time allows, who wouldnt want to have a meet up. Yes, people are self centered. They only think and care about themselves, we cant expect everyone to be thoughtful and considerate. But wait a minutes, when the time I need you guys the most where were you all? Is until a particular time, when my life starts to change and back to same pace as you all, you guys appeared once again. Didnt join you guys out for outing doesn mean I dont bother the friendship. I do care, I do bother but you all just judge by what you guys see. Then what the point of explaining?! If you all thinks I'm only spending my time with him then it a big wrong wrong!

Lastly, when you thought actually there's someone for you to rely on and realized it was a wishful thinking how sad will you feel? Indeed truth are ugly. But it meant a lot. Realizing now, is not too late. I was just holding onto an empty shell of you, she didnt left your heart I was back because you just wanted me to replace her. Did you even realize, how deep the scar was when you left?

Yes, a downturn of my life. But what can I do to change away such pathetic life I have? No one bother to listen to the explanation, no one bother to stand in your shoe and understand your situation. So the only way is just shut up and bite through the tough period.

Back to school.

2010-06-30T15:06:00.005+08:00

Two weeks break is over and I'm back to school once again. Once again, stress level is increasing as day pass. Getting back all the results doesn't make me feel happy. No matter how much effort I put in, it always gone down the drain. Somehow, morale for school have been very low and is still decreasing. However, school was still fun minus away the projects and assignments. Thankfully, I found a group of beloved cliques in Ngee Ann. If not I guess, I've quit long long time ago.

Boyf is back to Tekong again. ): Miss him much though, but only calls and text messages were received from him during night time. Yes, both of us are still trying to adapt to the different stage of life right now. Somehow, I realized more understanding is needed in the relationship right now. Also, with the amount of time we had for each other we tends to treasure each other more. (: Hopefully, I'm able to continue being a understanding girlfriend as time goes by.

On a side note, missed AAA lecture for today because there are too many things that I wanna do in this afternoon. Thus, here's the to-do-lists:

Afternoon Nap
Do up some of tutorials
Pack my wardrobe
Probably short revision for some module [if I've time to do so.]

Alright, a short updated post for the day. Another four more days before I get to see boyf again. ):

Home-made Pearl Milk Tea.

2010-06-21T23:20:00.004+08:00

First week of holiday is down. Another week to go before school reopen once again. Gosh! I ain't looking forward to school start at all. In fact, I don't even want school to start. This shows how much I dislike my poly life. Oh well, it was the biggest mistake I made. I should have insist of not enrolling into poly in the first place. But is just too late to to regret now, what has been done cannot be undone.

Today, I spent half the day sleeping away. Super tired and I just slept through the whole morning and early noon. Around three plus, headed out to meet Cousin Rachel and off to fetch Darling Joy. (: It's always nice to see her, she's everyone happy pill by the way. With her around, it always filled with joy and laughter. Just like her name! (: HAHAS Spent my time over at uncle place watching Personal taste once again with Cousin Rachel. After which, Cousin Eileen decide to make some home-made pearl milk tea. I was curious so I joined in too! (: We brewed the pearl which uncle bought back from Taiwan last week. Being the guinea pig, I tried if the pearls have been fully cooked. Then we used instant Lipton milk tea. Ta-da!! A cup of Pearl Milk tea is ready to serve! (: 3 Simple steps. HOHO!! It's taste just like what we bought from Sweet talk however this is not compatible from the KOI. Reason being, KOI still taste the best! (:

Enjoying my life.

2010-06-16T19:53:00.004+08:00

After common test, I've been enjoying life. The feeling of it is so good. Well, if life could remain like now would be boring then. On a side note, I felt a little guilty too. HAHAS My poor boyf is suffering in Tekong while I'm enjoying my life. HAHAS Oh well, but without him life seem to have lot of changes. Somehow i miss the days we used to have. (:

Anyway, I had a little catch up with my dearest Ryl last Friday. Initial plan was to find a cafe to sit and have some coffee talk. Ended up, we went for retail therapy. It was nice though. Been ages I've seen her. Miss her much much. Next meet up would be on coming Tuesday! (: More to catch up, I'm so looking forward.

On the fourteen June, helped out Kenny for their I&E event which was Amazing Race around Orchard. There were only 3 teams and exploring Orchard is really kind of tired. HAHAS Nevertheless, my group was the first team to reach the destination point while Wanqi babe's group came in the third. Janice was telling the rest while we had lunch at Pastamania that I was a mobile navigation, reason being I was the one who figure out all the location. *laugh out loud* We won 4obucks of Ben&Jerry ice cream voucher while Wanqi's group won 20bucks. So we decided to combine them tgt and we had Ben&Jerry feast! (: HAHAS Long and tired day, but it was fun and nice to spend my entire day with them.

On the fifteen June, it our turn to carry out our event. It wasn't a good start as it was pouring heavily in the morning. Our event was to carry out a workshop for a group of kids. Okay, they are really devils to me, though minority looks angel to me. It gives me a second thought about having children in future. HAHAS but is okay, because I'm done with it. Once and for all. HAHAS. In the evening, headed to town to meet up with the ITE friends for a mini gathering. Dine-in at Waraku Pasta and had some catch up about each other busy life. (: It marks a long and tiring Tuesday. (:

As for today, I decided to give myself an off day by staying at home. Slept almost the whole day, watching my Personal taste. Till now, I still looking for my motivation to get started with my AAA report. Holymama! For all parts, I got the most difficult part. It sucks to core! Don't understand why people named themselves Guru yet taking up the most easiest job. Can't wait for this semester to be over. Alright, enough of my grumbling till here then. (:

2more days to go.

Overdue Post.

2010-06-13T14:17:00.010+08:00

Hooray! Its long awaited holidays. Though it was just barely two weeks of holidays, but the feeling of not stepping into school was just so awesome! And it marks the nine days without boyf. Well, just another five more days I will get to see him. Oh my botak!! HAHAS. Today post gonna be a long long overdue post. (: Let's get it started now.

On twenty-two May, we had an advanced birthday celebration for Joy's mum. It was a new way of celebrating someone's birthday. Putting aside the party, chalet and theme. Wayne and I had a mini cooking contest to provide guest with sumptuous dinner. Nevertheless, hardwork was paid off. I won the contest and won myself with forty bucks of Takashimaya voucher. (: On the other hand, I made some mango pudding with nata-co. My first attempt and it was great that they love it.

On twenty-nine May, attended Triplet Travis 21st Hat party. But sadly, it wasn't a success Hat theme party. Nobody wears a Hat/Cap except Rachel darl and me. Of course, being his twin we supported him by wearing it together with him. (: In the noon, met up with Rachel darl to shop for his birthday present. We ain't sure what to get for him, so ended up we bought him a belt from Armani Exchange. Hope he will the present. Be kind, I shall help him post his celebration photo here. (: HAHAS

On fifth June, we gave cousin-in-law a surprise birthday celebration. It was a success celebration. Yay! The day before I headed to town with Dee to get her a bunch of pretty helium balloon. And I train-ed home with that big bunch of balloon. A nice experience to carry a bunch of helium balloon and take train instead of cab. (: It was then the second night without boyf. Still, time really flies. It's always nice to have gathering session with all the beloved cousins.

On sixth June, Kite flying session at Marina Barrage with the youth group. My first time flying a kite. Okay, it was a good experience however the weather really kills. It was burning hot in the noon, everyone was tanned and look like a cooked lobster the next day. Still, enjoyed myself. Shall go kite flying again when boyf books out. teehees!

Alright, it really a pretty long post. Well, there still more to go but I shall wait for my dear Valeria to send me the photos we took on last Friday then blog again. (: Currently I'm so engrossed in watching "Personal Taste" a Korean drama. People who are in holiday and really feels bored, can try watching it. (: Because it really helps to kill your time! HAHAS Okay, my long overdue post shall end here.

Five more days to go.

Without you.

2010-06-04T11:07:00.003+08:00

Today marks the first day without boyf. Out of a sudden I felt my phone was pretty silent despite in normal mode. No more text messages from him neither call. Oh boyf, i start to miss you badly already. I only get to see him in two weeks time. Oh well, I shall countdown to it. On the other hand, my Rachel darl is leaving to Australia tonight as well. How good can this Friday be?! Both my most beloved are gone. ): I guess all I could do is mug really hard for tml econs paper and other following common test then. Hope 2 weeks time could pass really fast. (:

On a side note, spent my time fullest with boyf yesterday. Is finally a day with just the two of us only. Headed to Suntec for movie " Furry Vengeances", boyf wanted to watch it so badly before he enlist today. After which, we did all the last min shopping. Buying all the necessities that he needed. Oh well, Last min shopping isn't great at all. But still, manage to get all the items that he need. (: Okay, I better off to start my revision on Econs if not I'm so going to flunk the paper tml.

Another thirteen days to go. (:

情歌

2010-06-02T23:38:00.002+08:00

I'm so in love with this song 情歌 after watching the drama "Queen of no Marriage". So hereby to share the music video. (: Somehow, it reflected our days when we were in uniform. HAHAS oh well! it was something memorable after all isn't it. HAHAS. Counting down in two days time, boyf is serving the nation soon. I wish time could slow down a little, but it seem to be even faster. Saturday will commence our common test week. However, I've yet to touch any of the notes and books. Holymama! First paper is Econs! *thumb up* my killer paper. For the sake of min min, to end her miserable life in poly soon I've got to hang on and clear this god dam econs, also to upload the modules! (: Alright, got nothing much to add on anymore. Enjoy the music video of 情歌

The 5th Anniversary.

2010-05-30T22:07:00.009+08:00

Happy 5th Anniversary! ♥
You know how much you meant to me.
Thank you for being there when I needed, sincerely appreciated.
Sorry for all the bad attitude and hot temper.
Hoping that our bad days will be over real soon.
I'm always loving you. Love you my dear.

Hey people, it's 30th May! (: It marked the 5th anniversary for me and Boyf Tan. Still, I'm super in love with this boy of mine. Sadly, another five more days he going to learn how to be a man and I can't get to see him for two weeks. People says it will pass very fast but somehow I feel is not. Oh I so going to miss him truckloads.

Anyway, today we had a great day out minus away the small argument that we had. Initially Jeff wanted to join us along for the movie but due to some reason he went home first instead. So we caught the movie "Shrek forever after 3D" at Illuma filmgrade. The show was alright, provided you watch Shrek from the beginning. Pretty worth to watch but definitely not worth to watch with 3D. The glasses are just way to uncomfortable. After movie, I brought boyf to Zen Japanese Vegetarian restaurant for dinner. Credit to Travis triplet for the recommendation. (: The food were delicious and boyf love the "sashimi" so much. HAHAS A little retail therapy before heading home. (: Even though time spent with him was little but to me its quality time spent.

"Sashimi"

Curry Udon with Pork fillet

Rice set with Pork fillet

On a side note, boyf surprise me with a new in-ear earpiece. It was so sweet of him knowing that the current might be dead any time. Thanks dear, i'm loving it. (: *Kisses* Gelare on Tuesday with him. Yes, my all time favorite dessert. (: So going to bring my new toy out. Alright till here. (:

Baby.

2010-05-24T01:27:00.002+08:00

Oh, currently I'm so in love with this song sang by Justin Bieber. The song title named Baby. It all started playing tap tap game on Rachel darl's phone. HAHAS! How sweet if D going to sing me this song. HAHAS. Finally my overtime week is over. Tml is E-learning week which is not good. There are so much things to complete and hand it up on Friday. Sigh, another overtime week going to start soon. Ops correction! It has already started at 11pm on 23rd of May. Lovely Sunday was kind of being ruined. Still quality time has spent well with D. (: Love the every moments being with him, it will never be enough. Another eleven days to go before D go for his enlistment. :( Gonna miss him badly. Okay, off to bed. (:

Sometimes if you think you know that person well, actually you don't. (: Something are beyond explanation. Leaving it unsaid, would be a wiser choice. Hurts were created down deep in heart after all.

Deprived from sleep.

2010-05-16T08:51:00.005+08:00

Okay its been nine days since I last update my so-dead blog. HAHAS! On such a lovely Sunday whereby normally I would wanna sleep and do not wish to pull myself out of bed to youth group, but today I woke up so early. Even earlier than normal school day timing. Anyway, this entire I was as busy as a bee. Goodness! Feeling extremely stress over school. The feeling of stopping me from going school or skip school is getting stronger. Oh well, leave the school aside for now. (:

Anyway, last Thursday there was a mini class gathering with former TF24 classmates at Wisma Sakae. Yes, my first time attending the class gathering. HAHAS it was a nice one though. Fun, laughter and joy were filled to the max. That was then we all realized, TF24 was the most memorable class. (: Let hope to get into the same class next time round yea! Photos were taken as well. Let the photos share the fun, laughter and joy with you guys then. (:

TF24 classmates (:

The four geeks

On a side note, headed out with my two beloved twin and triplet yesterday. Argh! I miss them so much. We are so busy that we hardly get to meet up. So afternoon, headed to Bugis with Travis to get his party stuff. And it makes me feel like having another 21st party! HAHAS Winnie the pooh helium balloon are so pretty! After which, we went to resort world to pick Rachel darl up. (: We went in twice! HAHAS the 2nd time, we almost paid 8bucks of parking fees! *laugh out loud* credit to driver's negligence yea! Thankfully there was some buffering time before we are being charge. Dinner was great! Enjoyed my day after being working as hard as a cow for the entire week. Lastly, Happy 21st to Andy! (:

Marina bay sand, here I come today...

Just don't understand.

2010-05-07T23:37:00.010+08:00

Third week of school is over. Once again lovely weekend is here. (: This week doesn't seem to be a good week for me. Almost for the entire week I'm always feeling super upset. Sigh. School really isn't great after all.

I had my ice cream on Wednesday. Attended school for just two hours of econs tutorial and off to meet D. Sometimes I wonder what so great about being the class rep?! Why people are always volunteering themselves , and some even fight or argue with one another just to be a class rep. *laugh out loud* Gave AAA lecture a miss reason being AAA lecture was so dry that I couldn't even absorb a single thingy that the lecturer taught. Somehow I miss the days in ITE when we have accounting lecture at auditorium. :( Oh well, guess not many people still remember the happy days that we had spent. Time change, people change as well. Anyway still wanna thanks D for the treat and promise. It been ages that D buy me an ice cream. (: The day was filled with love.XOXO !

Thursday was IP Man 2 day! (: Caught IP Man 2 at The Cathay. It was so much better compare to the Iron Man 2. The movie was awesome. Especially during the Chinese-western boxing competition. Worth movie to watch. (: After movie, headed to Yew tee point Emicake shop. As D wants to get his mum a Mothers' day cake. Holy! The smell of durian was extremely strong. Dislike the smell so much. Still, I'm the delivery girl for that cake tml. All the best to me yea! (:

Today is Friday. Yes, TGIF! But I ain't happy at all. School was really dead on Friday as it start at 11 and ends at 4. Super dislike the timing as people all went home at 1pm. :( AAA was as usual the boring, but nothing can be done. After school, met up with Elliot love and Wanqi babe they all. We headed off to Chen Su Lan Methodist School to meet up with the in-charge to have some discussion. Oh well, personally don't really like about due to too much restriction but oh well. And we headed back to AMK to have our KOI!! HAHAS I was pretty surprise that Wanqi babe was craving for that as well. (: Hey! KOI Bubble tea has become my new love♥♥.

On a side note, a penny of thought on my way home. I realized guys always don't admit that they are in the wrong. Even if you are not the one in wrong, end up the fault is still lies on you. Sigh, to guys pride and face really that important?! Guys has never learn to appreciate what the girls have done for them, all they know are just grumble and grumble about girls being unreasonable and etc. In their eye, own girlfriend is always not as better as the other girls. When guys betrayed their trust, they always hope girls would forgive and forget but they had never understand how deep the scar that they have left behind or rather the hurt. When girls betrayed the trust, guys can never forgive and forget because they would just simply bid goodbye to you. Life is pretty unfair isn't it? Guys can afford to make mistake and deserve a second chance. Girls will never have such chances. Sigh. Alright, I guess I shall end my post here. Pretty exhausted after a long day.

So blue.

2010-05-03T23:28:00.003+08:00

Monday is forever so blue so blue. It seem as though its turning black anytime. Holy! there goes the same for today, I didnt had a nice morning. In fact, I was dragging myself to school. I can no longer skip tutorials and lecture, attendance seem to be getting more and more strict. Also for the goodness sake of my awesome grade for this coming sem, I gotta mug triple harder than anyone else. (: Poor me! It all credit to the school. *thumb up* Anyway, after tml I'll be back to a happy girl. Reason being Wednesday onwards school are short and hell days for the week are over! Hippee! On a side note, had my first trial aerobic today tgt with Jojo, Janice and Chantal. We were perspiring like nobody business, but at least we feels good after the class minus away all the aching that we gonna survive tml. (: HAHAS Lastly, the four of us had enrolled it as CCA. *laugh out loud* cant believe eventually I did sign up for a CCA in poly. Oh well.. (: Alright, off to bed gonna wake up in few hours time to do my tutorial.

PS: Feeling so happy cos Mr.D gonna buy me ice cream tml. (:

Movies.

2010-05-01T23:49:00.003+08:00

"Iron Man Two"

Second week of school is over. Time passed really fast, I like it! HAHAS Anw, officially school commenced together with the tutorial class as well. Feeling so out of place when I first step into the class. Oh well especially in Finance planning class. And I'm so dislike about it. I've to survive for another seven weeks with class full of guys and handful of girls. Goodness! I miss all my TF 22 babes seriously. :( Alright, keep the school aside. On a happier note, I caught Iron Man Two yesterday night at Lot one cinema. Reason being, Vivo was fully occupied and there goes for rest of cinema as well. So we got no choice and booked Lot one instead. Movie was so-so, in comparison with Iron Man One I would prefer Iron Man One. (: Next movie to catch will be IP Man Two.

Tml gonna be tutorial and revision day for me. Sigh, there seem to be endless piles and piles of tutorial to do. Oh well, I guess for the sake of goals I shall hang on. Hopefully, my hard work would paid off. (: Till here, its bedtime. Nights

Dislike school.

2010-04-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

Argh, it wasn't a good Monday I had yesterday. The most ever blue Monday I had! It all credit to the school. And I didn't know just because of one pathetic module, the price that I've to pay is so much. Oh well, is this consider opportunity cost as well?! Mirco-economic! Seriously, for the rest of this term my Monday is always double blue. What's more after D is in camp! *Thumb up* I can be well trained as Miss Independent. Projects are all here to send their greeting. Deadlines are just once again after one another. Holy! Common test and exam as well. Basically, everyday I just study, study and more study. Extremely no life! Alright, I shall leave the unhappiness aside. D is always my medicine, well my happy pill at least. (: Met up with him for dinner earlier on at West mall, follow by mini shopping at Lot one. Headed to the supermarket and did some grocery. HAHAS we bought all the snack that we are craving for. (: And I can't believe I'm able to get a few pieces of tops at Giodarno as well. Reason being, I've shortage of plain,colored round neck and v-neck top for school. HAHAS. Even though it was just barely a three hours plus meet up, still I felt contented and happy (: We are so looking forward to Friday till we are counting down. HAHAS! Alright, till here. Just another three more days and weekend is here! (:

Year two route begins.

2010-04-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

School had commenced for four days. Attending lectures for this entire week doesn't make me feel any relax. In fact, I can slowly feel the stress is coming on its way. Though, modules title seem to be easy but it wasn't at all. Theories and more theories. Holy! Exam weightage are more than fifty percent. Somehow, distinction seem to be even further than before. Fish and donkey grades are nearer as usual. (: Anyway, this week passed extremely fast. It seem like yesterday school just commenced but no tomorrow is already Friday which everyone of us is looking forward too. Proper school starting next week. Projects and tutorial are on their way too. It gonna be a tough semester. Oh well, I guess every polytechnic are feeling the same as well. So wish you luck people! Let's work hard and count down to the arrival of June fourteen. (:

School starts.

2010-04-19T09:26:00.014+08:00

School going to start in few hours time. I'm so not looking forward for school. Thankfully, two hours of torture will draw a full stop for the day. (: Downloading all the lecture notes and tutorial questions, flipping them through make me worry if I could easily clear them of this time round?! Sigh, as usual the distinction grades are always so far far away, while the donkey and fish grades is just so dam near you. Oh well, I guess I just gonna strike my best this time round. Can't wait for next holiday to arrive at June fourteen. (:

Anyway, I've been enjoying my holiday to the fullest for whole of last week. (: Qualities time were spent and visited my 1st theme park in life at Universal Studio. *laugh out loud* It was pretty sad that I've lived till the age of twenty one then I had my first visit to theme park. Oh well, I guess it's never too late. (:

Our first destination of the theme park was New York & Hollywood. There wasn't any rides for these two attraction. Purely just about the Hollywood stars performance. Nice place to take lots of photos. Sadly, there too few mobile character when we visit. I wanna meet up with betty boob soon again?! HAHAS but we were lucky to met Charlie!

Second stop was Sci-Fi city. Unfortunately, the Battlestar Galactica was closed for both Cylon & Human. So there were only picture for that. (:

Third stop was the Ancient Egypt. There was ride for this attraction name Revenge of Mummy! Sounds cool?! It was an indoor roller coaster. It is a must and first to play when you enter the Universal studio. (: Took photograph with the character as well. I would highly recommend you guys to take the ride!

Follow by the Lost World. A place for water ride, but whether you will be drench or not it all depends on you luck. D and I was totally drench! Thanks to the rotation of the float yea! *laugh out loud* It was a nice ride, but i was afraid of dinosaur. I didn't dare to look at last top dinosaur before we drop to the pool! I swear that one was really big & scary. The roar was so dam loud as well. But I will still wanna take the second time when I visit again. (:

After which, we went to Far far away which belong to the Shrek. (: We had 4-D adventure. It was cool and fun. Donkey Live was great too. We were like little children when enter to that attraction. It was awesome. (:

Our last stop was Madagascar. We spent most time for this section. Merchandise is the reason why we spent most of time there. Not to forget that we watched how they dance " I like the move it, move it, you like the move it!" Gloria was cute. (: I love her truckloads & D loves the penguins. The penguins were really short. *laugh out loud* We were wondering how did they manage to get people about the same height. HAHAS.

Hershey's chocolate shop.

Our mugs

Random individual shots

Drawing a beautiful full stop for the day, here are some miscellaneous photos we took before we headed home for the day. (: As well as the cups that we bought at Madagascar merchandise. Alright, till here gonna prepare and head to school already.

Long post.

2010-04-12T22:07:00.014+08:00

Have been enjoying myself these few days. Hasn't been home lately for the entire day reason being I wanna spend more time enjoying then slacking at home before school commence. Argh! I wish school can don't start at all. I'm really so not looking forward to it. Thankfully, no tutorials but just lecture for the first week. Thank heavenly mum. (: Anyway, I gonna begin my long post on last Thursday.

080410, headed out with D to Jurong point to collect his So Nyuh Shi Dae Run devil run's album. The album looks super cool and nice! Of course the song are nice too. Drop by the youtube and search for it. Worth buying the album as posters are given as well.

After which, we went to 记得吃 for dessert. D was complaining about his throat, so coincidence we passed by this dessert shop and gave our 1st attempt. He had his herbal jelly while i had my barely beancurd skin with ginko nut. (: Oh well, it was delicious no wonder the queue was so dam long.

090410, out to Vivo to catch When in rome before meeting up with Kenneth and Shujian for dinner. The movie was awesome! Rome is just a so beautiful country. Somehow, something is missing in the show which I also don't know. HAHAS contradicting yea?! Anyway, it was a nice movie. (:

D's version

Mine version

After movie, while waiting for the other two to arrive we decided to camwhore with 喜怒哀乐 facial expression. HAHAS first attempt doing it so wasn't really a good one. Had thai express for dinner. Argh, I'm really so dam broke have been spending and investing a lot in good food. No wonder I'm getting rounder. *laugh out loud* Had a great day out with them.

As for my weekend, I spent half the day home. Basically just a dinner tgt with twin sister before going for religion class and we had ice cream! I swear the ice cream was really yummy. Especially the pink guava flavor. *drooling* And yesterday went to Lim chu kang cemetery to pray grandfather with cousins and in-laws. HAHAS we had a modern way of praying session. It was so dam different other than the praying remain tradition. We had 8course meal for lunch. *laugh out loud* cos we were all starve to hunger. HAHAS I had great time spent with cousins. (:

Alright, till here. Tomorrow going Universal studio with D. I'm so god dam excited and anxious. Hoepfully I can get myself to bed later on. HAHAS. Currently, I'm so addicted to the song sang by T-ara. Song title is Time to love. (: It was really a nice song. Will update soon I guess.

Universal studio

2010-04-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday headed now to new industrial road; Fujifilm company to collect our long awaited Universal studio ticket. And we were given the weekend ticket which is more expensive than the weekdays! HAHAS D was really lucky. (: Credit to him I got myself a free pass in to the USS. Thanks D!♥ After which we headed down to town for lunch and gelare. We also went to watch the movie "Clash of the titian". Nice movie I would say. And Ju-on white & black ghost is back again. I'm so going to watch, anyone wanna watch with me?! HAHAS

Oh well, as for today I've been busy typing and typing the entire day. On a side note, I realized that Primary four be it English or Math standard it was so dam different from us. Theirs are more profound then what we have learnt. Seriously I pity nowadays the kids. I wonder how will our kids face the education stress in future. Holy! alright till here gonna continue my typing again. (:

Not Looking Forward.

2010-04-05T22:31:00.003+08:00

Holy! School is starting in another fourteen more days time. I'm so so not looking forward to this semester school starts. Can the time please stop tickling?! Even though, I've been slacking and enjoying my holidays way too much but I'm loving it. (: I dislike the stress that will be given by the school. Study, common test, endless projects and exam is my biggest fear for now. Can't imagine how life would be when school starts. The feeling of nightmare is getting nearer each day. Oh my god! On a side note, past few days were busy with family bonding. Only get to meet Dear over weekend. Oh and hey! We are going to collect Universal studio ticket tml. HAHAS Is like finally we are going. Each time we wanted to go there'll be something cock up. Pray hard tml will be a good day. (: And Gelare after that cos I wanna eat ice cream so badly. HAHAS. Alright, till here.

Lovely.

2010-04-01T22:56:00.007+08:00

"Sakae Sushi"

Oh well, back to update my so going to die the blog. *laugh out loud* Recently, had been heading out thus didn't update my blog regularly. And hey! I'm going to blog about food again. HAHAS. Yesterday headed to Causeway point for Sakae with J. Both of us were craving for sushi, so we decided to have buffet lunch. Alright, we are really full after the buffet as though tummy gonna explode at any point in time. Not being exaggerate but you can try experience it yourselves next time. (:

Our facial expression during the buffet.

After which, we did some market research about the cable tv from Starhub. We are so going to sign up and choose the KBS world channel. Hohoho!! On a side note, time to get a new watch. My watch is dying real soon. Gonna get myself a new one so that I can keep changing and it won't die on me so soon. (: Counting down to 18days before school starts. Holy! That also mean another nine weeks of nightmare is coming soon. ): And time spent with J is getting lesser. Oh J, I'm so going to miss you much much.

Happy Girl.

2010-03-26T18:24:00.005+08:00

Finally everything have been finalized. All I can do is to pray hard that I gotta meet more new and awesome friends in the second year. Oh well, for sure it wont be a good year for me still I will hang onto it. So, I'm back to a Happy girl enjoying my holiday by eating and playing till the fullest. HAHAS.

Yesterday, settled some bank issue for Dee at MayBank after that headed off to meet Jason. Oh we had Swensen. Sinful day with all deep fried food, but it was delicious. Diet starts next week, and promise it gonna work! HAHAS. Reason being, I couldn't stand the round face of mine anymore. HAHAS. We didnt know there was a 1-1 promotion going on, thus we tried out. Well well, its really worth eating. We are also going back to try it again soon before the promotion ends. (: HAHAS!

Today, went praying session with uncle in the morning. It was granny's death anniversary, time flies. I miss granny. ): Had Kobayashi at Lot one for lunch. After lunch, shopped around before heading home. Happened to pass by Fujifilm and I found the similar pooh mini instax film that twin Rachel bought during my 21st! Most happiest was, Jason took and paid it for me.It was so unexpected I would say. So sweet and nice of you. Thank you very much! Next Monday gotta start working. (: Will be busy already. Hopefully, I can cleared everything asap and Universal Studio here I come. Teehees. Alright, till here then. (:

Orchard.

2010-03-24T14:37:00.003+08:00

Result had released on the 19th March. Oh well, expected outcome and miracle doesn't happen on me this time round. Even though grades was really much much better than previous semester still that particular module have conquered everything. Fact is irreversible, other than accept there's nothing else can be done. Thanks people for the concern and help. Greatly appreciated! (: Special big thank you to Jason. Thanks for your company and treating me like a queen this few days, also the yummilicious food that we ate too. HAHAS. I just gonna look on the bright side of my life then.

Mentioned about the yummilicious food, past few days we have been hanging out at orchard most of the time.Especially Orchard central. Met up over the weekend headed there to test out his newly changed toy DSLR. Currently, he had switched to Nikon. So cool! What an expensive hobby he has. After which, headed to Heeren for dinner. I was craving for Waraku seaweed undon. So he satisfied my craving. Teehees. Oh almost forgot, we did went to Paragon for wallet marketing research. I'm so going to change a new wallet and I'm so in love with that Gucci. Money money come come, then I can buy you home Gucci baby! teehees. Just another few more months. (:

Oh and hey yesterday, I had my Gelare too! And I bought my toy out! Jason first attempt playing with my new toy look so funny! HAHAS but the picture outcome was still nt bad. We had Thai express for lunch at Heeren before that, initially wanted to have Kobayashi unfortunately Cinelesiure that outlet was closed. Headed off to Centerpoint and check out on helium balloon price. We spent the day eating and eating. *laugh out loud* Though its sinful, but who cares. HAHAS Holy! we are spending way too much on food.Perhaps after tml, I will be back to a Happy girl cos by then everything will be fixed and I wouldnt have anymore awaiting hope. Oh wells..

Results Phobia.

2010-03-18T20:56:00.003+08:00

"Nervous about her results. "

Seriously, ever since I've started my new life in Ngee Ann it seem that results has become my phobia.Each semester when I have to get my result I would always feel god dam nervous. As though, my heart is gonna jump out anytime. Not being exaggerated but just felt getting a fail grade is much more easier than getting distinction in NP. Sigh, somehow I really regretted to choose poly life instead of society work life. Friends from ITE are also studying in poly why our stress level seem so different? Why is that other school paper is so dam easy while ours have to beat around the bush? Can't it be more straight-forward? Oh well, I don't enjoy my poly life. How i wish I could just get it done and graduate. (: For tml result's I don't need flying colours all I needs were just all the donkey grades and I'll be a happy girl for the day. Wish me luck people! I need it so much and so badly.. People who are closest to me, please be ready to buy me endless of ice cream to cheer me up if I've done badly. Mentally prepared for the worst. *laugh out loud* Hopefully the next post will be a happy post about my results. Till here! (:

Grateful & thankful.

2010-03-16T23:24:00.005+08:00

"We are the world, we are the children"

Came across this music video at Ryl dear's place yesterday. And the song kept appearing in my mind the whole day. Oh well, be it good or bad it helps each of everyone of us to reflect about our daily lives. There could be ups and downs to face at different stage of our life. Yes, it really the key that how we wanna see the problem. Realizing, suicide is the most foolishest thingy to do after breaking up in a relationship. HAHAS Maybe, perhaps I've thought through about it. Remembered someone did told me before, we are able to be born and look at this world is a gift from the god. We should always be grateful and thankful that our lovely parent gave us a wonderful able bodied to live our life to the fullest. So, people out there if you thought of committing suicide, think twice before you do. Think about you parents, and other people who love you than that someone does. Also give some thought for the less fortunate children just like the children in Haiti (: Okay, I shall end my random post. Can't wait for Saturday to come!

Miss you.

2010-03-15T23:10:00.004+08:00

"I miss you sister"

Dee had set off for her Taiwan trip early noon today. Right now blogging in my room, and it gonna be the first night sleeping without her. Felt pretty weird without her, each day at this moment she would be entering the room and we will chat before we sleep. Oh well, tonight gonna be different. (: And I miss my beloved sister; Wendy already. ): Anw, after sending her off headed to Ryl dear's place and passed her long awaited Ipod touch. We spent the afternoon figuring about the Ipod touch and kelvin has to repeat himself three times when we kept asking what is Safrari. *laugh out loud* Around evening, took train home and it been ages I took train from Tampines back to Yew tee. So not surprising if I fell asleep during the journey back. Oh and yes I did fell asleep. Teehees.

On a side note, yesterday I realized something not letting go of you is because I'm waiting for your return. Pining of hope that you could return to who you are, unfortunately I seem to be so wrong. Are there still miracle? Or should I really let go your hand? I wonder. The feeling is like waiting for some who had accidentally lost his/her memories to recover from it. And this feeling really aches. Tell me what should I do is then the best for the both of us. (:

IT show.

2010-03-13T12:45:00.002+08:00

"Ipod touch"

Yesterday met up with my usual secondary school buddies. (: Oh well, it nice to make new friend from NYP each time. HAHAS. Headed down to Marina to have subway before going IT show. Oh my goodness! It was only the 2nd day and the only word to describe the human crowd was WOW. Everywhere is full of people be it buying or seeing. This really help to increase Singapore's economy by a lot. *laugh out loud* Anyway, helped Ryl dear to get her Ipod touch. Yes, her long awaited Ipod touch. Well, even though there wasn't any discount but I'm manage to get her a very good package of freebies. *laugh out loud* Is useful the freebies okay. (: Thank a lot to Vanessa for the recommendation. After which, drove out of Suntec and headed to Rochor to get our all time favorite Selegie beancurd. HAHAS. It's our trend start by Kenneth to have our beancurd at Marina Barrage. So people, if wanna copy him please pay him the copyright fee okay! And thanks Shu jian for speeding yesterday sending me home. Hopefully I didnt caused you to get any summon.(: HAHAS. On a side note, looking forward to tonight bowling session with cousins. It really been a long long time I played bowling. Well, will be back with more updates. (:

Bored.

2010-03-10T21:12:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness. This is only the third weeks of my holidays I'm here grumbling its boring. I'm searching and looking out for part time job. But it seems like its pretty hard to get a job now. ): Anyway, Monday headed out with Jason to settle his stuff follow by movie at Vivo. We caught the show Being Human. Oh well, it was pretty disappointment. Thankfully, we watched it during the weekdays. Oh. and my compaq baby was hospitalized yesterday. Poor baby! I guess I must have overwork you. Hopefully maintenance could be done soon. (: It was such a nice service to have pickup and return notebook services from them. *thumb up* In such, we do not have to carry the heavy lappy all the way to the service center. HAHAS. IT fair commence tml. I'm not going to get any devices for this coming IT fair, but gonna help Ryl dear to get her long awaited Itouch. Hopefully, I could get the best promotions for her. (: On a side note, sometimes we are just so blinded by the stuff that we see. I really don't know what is the truth. Or the other way, not knowing everything and anything is the best way out of it?! Oh well..

I'm craving for selegie beancurd & ice cream..

Down with love.

2010-03-07T00:09:00.005+08:00

就想赖着你

It gonna be a random post for the day. Sudden urge for blogging again. (: HAHAS. Anyway, today I rot my day off at home. Holymama! I can't believe eventually I spent the wonderful Saturday at home sleeping and watching 就想赖着你 . Oh yes, is a nice show from Jeff and Ella. (: Not a bad choice to catch if you guys are bored like me. HAHAS. Seriously, global warming is getting worse. Feeling the heat almost everyday, really kills. Indeed a nice weather for sun tanning but I think the skin would probably feel hurts after that. Oh well, next week gonna be a happening week! Hopefully, I would not rot my whole week off again. (: On a side note, I hate it when I always have to help the shit people to clean their butt. Sigh. Really had enough of it. Please give me a break! Alright till here. Tml gonna be a busy day. Praying so hard that nothing gonna happen. I'm keeping my finger crossed. And I miss love! Yes, you will always be my silly love. (:

Getting fatter & rounder.

2010-03-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

It's so contradicting! Holyshit. Yes, I think I love holiday, everyday doing nothing but eat and sleep. On the other hand, I dislike holiday cos it makes me feel fat. Aerobic session had ended which also mean no more exercise alrdy. Goodness! I won't be so discipline to do jogging everyday after school. I'm just way too lazy to do that. Perhaps, I should find company to do evening jog tgt then I might be discipline to exercise regularly. I'm so going to sign up aerobic as cca when school starts. Shake off the FATS and welcome the Muscles. (: HAHAS! On a side note, headed out with Rachel cousin and Joy darling. We went to semebawang shopping center. Surprisingly, we manage to shop and bought clothes from there. HAHAS. Headed over to cousin place before going Sakae for dinner. Yes, I had a sumptuous dinner tgt with cousin and joy. Thanks cousin for the treat. Really had a good time spent whenever Joy is around. Day was well spent after all.

Sudden urge at this moment, I feel perhaps disappearing and leaving your life, your presence it might be a good choice. I ain't sure why am I so affected by the photo that I've seen. Moving on and fully letting go of you,really just seem so hard. I'm trying and trying but it just couldn't work. Right now, I feel I'm like a useless shit! Argh. I hate myself.. I hate myself being like this as well.. ): Sigh.

Happy 21st.

2010-03-02T20:18:00.008+08:00

Holidays are finally here. Seven weeks of holidays to spend, but ain't sure how should I spend it. Oh well, past few years it has always be filled with joy and laughter. This time round it just seem to be so hard. Smiling and laughing from the bottom of my heart is just drifting so far away from me. I miss the days when I'm always filled with your warmth love. Time is changing at every second, so does human. The feeling of us being drifted is getting more and more apart. Happiest moment in our memories will soon be vanish. Okay, I shall draw the attention back to the celebration instead.

Its gonna be a long post for the day. I have finally done up with the pictures, but it looks real small so do drop by my facebook to look at the picture instead. (: Let begin with 050210.It was the first celebration of my 21st tgt with the ITE cliques. We dine-in at Nihon Mura, as usual the sushi are delicious. Didnt really have plan after dinner so it was just a simple meal tgt with them. Thanks for the present. (: I love them lots. Thank you guys for attending as well.

On the 060210, it was the 2nd celebration with my family and cousins. The theme was Green Masquerade party. Thanks dee and beloved cousin for the surprise celebration. Indeed it was a memorable one. Especially thanks a lot to beloved uncle for the yummy food. Had lots of fun and a great catch up with all the cousins and spouse. Also I received my first ever Katespade bag in my life! Thank you so much for the present & thanks daddy for the bottles of bird nest. (: Its really sweet of you all.

The last celebration before I paused for the spring cleaning and lunar new year was on the 080210. Initially was to be a white color theme celebration but it turned out to be a white and grey theme. Oh well, it doesn matter actually.We dine-in at a vegetarian restaurant name 老地方. Nice place to dine in at occasionally. (: I had the biggest surprise from them. Yes, an unexpected present which is my currently new toy! teehee. Lots of surprise from my twin Rachel especially but I'm always not fated to see her surprise. Im so sorry dear! Anw, it was really really a very memorable celebration with them. Thank you so much to you guys! Loves..

Lastly, it was on my actual day celebration which is also the third day of lunar new year. Did house visiting before the celebration. Yes, tgt with beloved secondary school friends. Another surprise from them too. Oh and they bought me a gigantic pooh! HAHAS the biggest pooh I had. The night was spent at Sentosa resort world and universal studio. Thanks for everything my beloved friends also the expensive present. (:

Okay, this mark the beautiful full stop of my 21st. (: Even though it was not something big but it was a memorable one to me. Thank you everyone for leaving your prints in my heart for my 21st.

On a side note, today is Cheryl Valeria's 21st. Yes my laopo big day! HAHAS Hereby to wish her a Happy 21st! Stay pretty always. (: Love you my dear. Hope you like the blue roses and the present we bought for you.

Random.

2010-02-28T01:36:00.004+08:00

Oh well, this gonna be a random post for the day. (: Reason being I couldn't get myself to sleep at this hour. Sudden urge of blogging but lazy to edit and collage the photos. So I'm gonna do it probably on Tuesday then. Earlier on, celebrated Ryl dear 21st. Nice dinner tgt with the usual clique. Though it always not all that turns up but everything went smoothly and it was a great catch up. Be frank, I really miss those days when we were in uniform and most importantly we PLAY HARD & LAUGH HARD! teehees. Will be waiting for dap or dawn to upload the present we bought Ryl dear. Hope she will love the present. (: Okay almost forgot, yesterday headed to town with Dee. Yes, we have our nails nicely done again. Holy! I've been spending and investing so much on my hand within this month. Goodness! I shall stop spending on it alrdy. Gonna save up and try doing my nails again if I'm joining cousin for June trip to Taiwan. I'm so going to try the 3D effect the nail arts. HAHAS. Alright, I shall end my post here. On a side note, I'm here to pronounce: ITS HOLIDAY!! (:

Things to buy for this holiday:

My gold casio watch
Cath Kidston wallet

One more to go.

2010-02-24T21:35:00.004+08:00

★★★★

Yes! Mummy is over again! (: Finally, the most stressful paper for this sem is over. But sadly to say, I guess I've just screwed it up. Miracle is needed badly in order to pass this module. Oh well, brooding over it doesn't seem to help either. And just one more last paper to go on the 26th. Finance & Marketing I'm gonna love you and memorize you no matter what by tml. teehees. Caught the movie Valentine's Day earlier on. Movie was great and awesome. My long awaited movie since before it was even launch in cinemas. People, should go catch this movie despite single or attached. Because LOVE is sweet. (: HAHAS. Anyway, giving myself a break from the notes for today as I'm really sick and tired of memorizing all the weirdo theories. Seriously, I just can't wait for Friday to come. I'm so looking forward to this whole of weekend! HAHAS! Also lots of events are coming up too.. Lastly, I guess I need a part time job during the vacation to earn some extra pocket money. (: Probably, be back after 26th.

IMY

2010-02-22T22:11:00.002+08:00

Oh well, I should be mugging real hard for tml morning business managment paper, but here I am blogging. More or less revision was done for tml paper. Somehow old memories were flashing back in my mind. Realized it was a pretty and beautiful dream. Despite hearing to those unexpected news but still the perfect image of you wasn't being destroyed. Everyday trying mean and ways to occupy myself and stop myself from thinking of you doesn't seem to be working in the end. Sigh. Oh well, perhaps you have moved on and leading a happy life ahead while I'm still struggling hard to move on. On a side note, totally screwed Saturday's paper! Just hoping a for donkey grade and I'm still praying hard for a miracle to happen. ):

I miss you truly..

Exams

2010-02-18T21:56:00.003+08:00

First of all, Happy lunar new year to all! (: Well, this year lunar new year is pretty much different. Atmosphere seem to be different and somehow streets are pretty quiet as well. Anyway, my 21st celebration had drawn a beautiful full stop on the 16th. I had lots of memorable memories for 21st. Thanks everyone for the presents, wishes and attending the celebration. Oh well, now I've got to switch myself back to study mood. Exam commence on 20th yet I've not start any of my revision. Holymama!! On a side note, will be back with my photos after exam. Stay tune. And, to all friends who are having exam as well. Jiayous! (: Awaiting for seven weeks of holiday to arrive..

Just around the corner.

2010-02-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

恭喜，恭喜！恭喜发财。。

Study break commenced since yesterday. It was supposed to be today, oh well I've self declared for yesterday lesson. (: And Elliot lover text mentioned that I've made the right choice! HAHAS. Anyway yesterday retail therapy with dee was great. (: It been ages that we went for sister retail therapy. Sadly, we didn't get ourselves any CNY clothes except shoe. Yes, I love my currently new pair of shoe. teehees! On a side note, 21st celebration so far so good. Thanks everyone for the surprise and presents. (: Especially cousins and darlings.It was really an unexpected celebration! HAHAS well, time being will stop for spring cleaning and just one more to go on the actual day. And it will draw a beautiful full stop to my 21st. Can't believe it that I'm turning 21st in one week time. Photos will be uploaded in facebook. Of course not to forget about my blog too. Alright, till here gonna start my spring cleaning already.

Its over.

2010-02-05T12:15:00.005+08:00

Mummy is over... HAHAS. Yesh, finally all projects are done. I'm almost done with this freaking stressful semester. Now I'm just awaiting for exam to come. Soon, in another week more.. And here I come my 7weeks of holidays. (: How time flies... I've finish my year 1 in Ngee Ann. Unbelievable that I actually still survive despite of the stress environment.. Oh well, I guess all these shall credit to all my classmates for this sem. (: Yup, indeed this sem was really much much better than the first sem. Gonna choose same as them for the year 2 too!! HAHAS. Anyway, celebrate Janice's 18th last Thursday. So yup, below are the photos taken together with semster 1 classmates. (:

Group photo

♥Janice

On a side note, my 21st celebration starts tonight. Ohmy Ohmy... I can feel is getting nearer! Chinese New Year is around the corner too. But I've yet to get any nice clothes for CNY. Time for retail therapy & spring cleaning as well.(: I'm so going to look forward to next Wednesday. HAHAS till here. Will be back with more photos. (:

一句话

2010-01-30T10:31:00.003+08:00

再见了，我的幸福。
最后的希望也破灭了。
只想你快乐。。

Photo booth.

2010-01-26T20:08:00.010+08:00

Alright, I'm back to update my blog once again. This time round is together with ShuJian's 21st birthday celebration photos. (: Oh and more outing is coming up together with all the new NYP friends.. They going prawning this coming Friday, but sadly I'm not able to join them thanks to all my presentation. How great! Well, next time then. The best console I can come up with to console myself. *laugh out loud* Anyway, school days were really busy and tiring. These two weeks is all about presentation.

Business Management tomorrow
Creative Applied Thinking Skills (Friday)
IT in Business (Monday)
Business communication individual (Tuesday)

Yes, I just cannot wait to clear all this four presentation on hands. Everyday just seems no life. I miss retail therapy, movies and many many more activities.Okay, enough of my boring school life. Now let me post up the photos taken during last Friday. (:

Happy 21st Grandfather! (:

Suzhou Group Photo

Noobster Group Photo

BVSS with PAPAYA Group Photo

From left: Birthday card, Condom, Slipper, Massager & Speaker

BVSS & Papaya random group photo

Well, house atmosphere has not been great recently. It all credit to someone. *thumb up* Well done alright! You did it already. You've gotten whatever you wanted. Happy?! I bet so. Perhaps even wish to celebrate with fireworks too.Well, people are just so dam blinded with words. That's human nature I guess. Till here, will be back for more updates.. (: Lastly, Happy 21st Kah Siong!

Pending.

2010-01-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

Currently, right now in my mind I'm pending whether should I have the colour themes for my celebration or should I remove it. Sigh, it pretty hard for friends around to get the colour tops. Well, perhaps not all cliques will have colour themes then. Probably just my family will have a colour theme celebration. On a side note, yesterday attended secondary school buddy SJ 21st celebration. It was fun after all, though there were lots of bickering but well that how we behaved as we used to be. HAHAS (: At the same time, I get to know some of his NYP friends as well. Oh and its cool to set off from NYP together with all the people who went. In total of three cars driving there. Alright till I get the photos and I'll post it. That's when all the photos will do the talking about the celebration. Till here off to bed..

Getting old.

2010-01-21T00:04:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness! I think I'm really getting old.. Stamina and strength no longer as energetic compare to few years back. Holymama!! HAHAS. Anyway, give myself a day off from all the mountain piles of project and headed off to town with Sister Ken and make a new friend name Papaya aka Jia Xin. (: She's a nice and sweet girl, and unknowingly we both have lots of similarities. HAHAS. Okay, is so tiring to shop from Shaw tower all the way to Heeren just to buy birthday present. Yes, this time I really finish walking around ION and all the shops of different levels. Looking at those items, make me feel like getting them for my birthday! HAHAS Well, provided I strike 4D yea?! HAHAS. Today's shopping, so many things caught my eye.. I'm so feel like going to shop again and buy them.. Paul frank tops, AIX exchange bag, NewUrbanMale slipper and more... *laugh out loud* Lastly, Can I count down to my birthday alrdy?! HAHAS Now, then I realised I'm actually quite excited to turn 21st. (:

Another week more to my freedom! (:

21st Celebration.

2010-01-18T12:58:00.002+08:00

Yes, January coming to an end soon. This is my nightmare month! Sleeping so little each day really cannot take it. Can't wait for all the deadlines to be over. Well, I just got to bear with two more weeks. And here come February! HAHAS my turn to turn 21st. Is like so fast and preparation is not done yet. Getting older. Sigh Anyway, dates for my celebration is out! HAHAS Friends please take note of the dates and colour themes..

Dates for different for different groups.

5th Feb - ITE cliques
6th Feb - Family
8th Feb - Youth Group
16th Feb - BVSS

Colour themes for the day. (:

ITE - Pink (girls) & Blue (boys)
Family - Green & Turquoise
Youth Group - White & Purple
BVSS - Black & Red

Sadly, my birthday falls on the third day of Chinese new year and exam period thus not possible to hold a party as everyone will be busy with spring cleaning or studying for exam. Well, perhaps a simple celebration also not a bad idea too! HAHAS On a side note, taking re test for econ paper in less than 3hours but I've yet to memories anything. I'm not so going to take the paper.. Alright till here, off to study a little...

Terrible & Horrible.

2010-01-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

Terrible, terrible, terrible. *laughs out loud* Being a terrible and horrible student for this entire week of school. Each week I have to clock in at least for 20hours, apparently I only clocked in like half of it which is 10hours?! Baby Koo is missing me dearly that she spammed my face-book. Well, there's reason for being so terrible and horrible. All projects are due on the same day and date. How the hell are we supposed to finish if we don't skip lecture and get it done? Anyway, promise to attend all lectures next week. On a side note, got back our Finance report grade though it is not moderate yet, still our hard work really pays off. (: Getting a B grade really make my day! HAHAS. At least those few sleepless nights were worth. Thank you so much to all my beloved group mates. Hopefully, the rest of the project we can strike a better grades. Alright till here. Next post will be about my wonderful 21st celebration. I'll blog it once I've collate and finalize the dates. (:

She loves you.

2010-01-10T21:44:00.004+08:00

she loves you & you know, she'd do anything for you.
she knows you don't deserve it, but somehow, she just can't stop herself.

Is not my day. Somehow it was supposed to end with a smile, ending up with tears. How great! As usual family and relationship. Its like forever I'm stuck in the middle of this two problem. I'm so sick and tired of my family. If I'm capable enough, I bet I would have move out from this hell place long time ago. Anyway, you had made me lost the sense of family love since I was 14. Seriously, I've enough all those hurting words that you said all these years. Is okay, I believe one fine day you will regret for being a bias shit. On a side note, I don't understand why some girls just got nothing better to do but keep interfering people's privacy so much. Sigh, forget it. Till here then.

Weekend is too short.

2010-01-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

"Present from darling Rachel"

Sigh, I'm so busy the whole week. Till I didn't realized it was already the start of my weekend. But it going to end soon tomorrow.. Gonna work like a cow again soon! Dislike clearing all the piles and piles of projects.. Yes, I dislike this semester so much.. Every module entitled to one project some even two. Holymama! How the hell they expect us to finish all at once. Anyway, I've cleared youth group presentation today. Yes, I hearts the puppet show that we have made it by ourselves. Shall take picture of the character tml and post it up. Thanks to my Rachel darling for the help. (: Muacks love you! On a side note, Rachel darling bought me a Mickey mouse hand stylus from Hong Kong too! so sweet of her. So cute and nice.. I'm so loving it too!! HAHAS. Really a big thank you to her. Brighten my day up so much.. Alright, time for bed. For once I can sleep early.. HAHAS.

I'm so looking forward to tomorrow! (:
Forget about what had happened, moving on..

Sick.

2010-01-08T11:48:00.002+08:00

I realized after Christmas I've been mugging with projects. Since two weeks ago, I'm clearing piles and piles of project. Holyshit! January please be over real soon.. I rather mug like shit for exam than clearing all this projects. Everyday just seem so no life. School and projects. Only time whereby you get to enjoy was when having lunch with awesome people. Not to forget, yesterday I had pizza hut with Simin, Elliot and Jasmin. They are great lunch-mates. (: Next Thursday we planned for another outside school lunch again! HAHAS I'm so looking forward to it.. On a side note, I'm down with fever due to lack of sleep. How wonderful to be sick at the wrong timing. Anyway, finance project is down.. Till here got to continue with projects...

Back to school.

2010-01-05T07:52:00.008+08:00

This is my first post for the year 2010. (: Schedule was fully packed for the past few days. On the first day of Jan, I spent my entire day with Rachel darling and Travis for some youth group stuff. Yes, being so hardworking I started my first day working non stop. *laugh out loud* It was all so sudden from then, I've been working on different projects non stop. That caused me to lose my beauty sleep for the past few days. It really going to kill me if I continue leading this kind of life. Anyway, school has started yesterday. A heavy downpour in the morning was really a great start, an excuse to be used for being late. Indeed I was late for school, feeling so tired to drag myself to school. Still, the day was fine as usual. New year resolution, wish-lists and to-do lists all to be posted today. (:

it meant to be fun shot still it looks formal

Before I start, not forgetting that I attended JianBin daddy 21st party! HAHAS the first to start the 21st ball rolling. (: Awesome party, great catch up with everyone. *thumb up,thumb up* Follow will be mine in a months plus time. I've yet to decide how should I celebrate as it falls on the Chinese new year period and exam period. :S But, family, different groups of friends meet up will be different colours theme okay! HAHAS.so all my dearest friends do drop by my blog for the latest update of my celebration. (:

Now, let's start with my new year resolutions.

Academic grades can be a little more beautiful with alphabets B's & A's.
Saving is really needed badly.
Wonderful 21st celebration.
Complete driving lesson.

Wish-lists for the year 2010.

Try to slim till 35kg.
Casio gold watch.
Agnes b or Kate-Spade wallet.
Bracelet
Polaroid or Digital camera.
Tour to Korea, Taiwan or Japan.

To-do lists for January.

Complete all the undone projects that due by this month.
Start revision before the arrival of study break.
Self-made a whole year calendar.

★★★★

On a side note, I caught the movie "Treasure Hunter". A comedy movie with handsome and babes. Quite worth to catch this movie, though some part is really lame, still a good time to laugh out real loud. HAHAS! And and, I bought myself a new baby! My new year present for myself in 2010 that is Jet jet♥. Yes, I've finally changed my phone. Gotten a Samsung snow white jet special edition. HEHES. Winnie is a happy girl right now. (:

P.S. sorry for the long long post. I've yet to receive all the photos of JB's 21st party. Will post it up when I've gotten them from Juliana sweetie. (:

New Year Eve.

2009-12-31T13:00:00.003+08:00

"Sherlock Holmes"

Everyone is posting about the last day of 2009 and 2010 is arriving is less than 12hours. Well, hopefully it gonna be a peaceful and prosperity year when the economy can be slightly better, unemployment rate going down as much as possible. (: No more recession! Anyway, I caught this movie name Sherlock Holmes yesterday. Alright, not reading books about them when I was young thus I got no idea what the storyline talking about throughout the whole movie. After watching it, then I realized it was actually some sort of intelligent detective show. *laugh out loud* Also I changed my blog skin again. HAHAS new year new blog skin? Actually just have the urge to change some other skin. On a side note, Alvin cousin bought a new set of Wii and darling Joy is super pro in bowling already! How genius she is.. Probably I'll just spend my eve playing Wii tgt with her over at Alvin cousin's place. (: Till here. Promise to come back with new wish lists, to-do lists & new year resolution! Lastly,

Happy New Year in advance People!

Christmas Party & Movie.

2009-12-26T23:13:00.010+08:00

Christmas Party

Had a great Christmas Party yesterday together with cousin and spouse. (: This year we had something different is that we had party lunch instead of party dinner. HAHAS! And the exchange gifts session was different too. Instead of draw lots, we played passing parcel. Yes, is full of joy and laughter. Thanks Alvin and wife for the planning! Is really a great party, each year we have different themes too. Right now, I'm looking forward to next year celebration already. *laugh out loud* Well, I took five candid shots with my darling Joy too! (: The photos below will tell you everything..

Group photos, X'mas Tree & Door gifts

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Darling Joy with her present

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Joy & Winnie 5 candid shots

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♥♥♥♥♥

Alvin & Chipmunks 2

Caught this movie together with Jason today. I love this movie truckloads. I don't mind catching it again one more time. HAHAS! Right now every cinema is so popular with this movie, is like almost all are full house. Thankfully, we are able to get quite good seating over at filmgrade cinema. Dinner at hawker center, yes the both of us are trying to save money to buy our different wants. I hearts the moment with him, I wish time could always stop at this moment. Still, I shouldn't be greedy about it. (: Alright, Winnie should feel contented. Till here then, tomorrow might be posting some of my wish-lists or to-do lists again. On a side note, 2010 is arriving in 4days time. (:

So Nyuh Shi Dae

2009-12-24T22:45:00.008+08:00

"So Nyuh Shi Dae"

SNSD
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Yuri♥

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Recently, due to Jason influence I've fond of this Korean girl band name So Nyuh Shi Dae. Babes in this group band looks quite pretty. Most importantly, listening to their songs some of them their voices are really power. I guess right now they are very popular in worldwide. (: How nice if they are going to held their concert in Singapore instead of their country. And I love Yuri! On a side note, staying at home the whole day really bored me to death. Have been catching Cruel temptation the whole day. Still, in order to finish in total of 129volumes of this drama in a day is pretty much impossible. So, will be continuing tomorrow instead. Yes, Santa Claus is coming to town in another hour plus more.. And daddy will be back by tomorrow evening! (:

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Merry Christmas eve Everyone!

So broke.

2009-12-23T22:13:00.004+08:00

★★★★

I always felt so broke during the Christmas month. ): Hoping that one day money could drop from the sky so that I'm able to fulfill all my wants in my wish lists. Well, this will ONLY happen when there's miracle. Anyway caught Avatar yesterday, indeed its really a nice and warming story plot. Really worth catching it. (: Tomorrow is the launching date for Alvin & Chipmunks 2. Yes, can't wait for Saturday to come because I'm catching this movie that day. HAHAS. On a side note, currently my blog is set to private due to some reason. Still, I'm considering to move or not. Perhaps, after I've figure out "Onsugar" website.

2 more days to Christmas!!
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And I'm counting down. (:

313 @ Somerset.

2009-12-20T21:37:00.005+08:00

"313"

Headed to Somerset 313 the new shopping mall today. Had great day out with Jason also. Nothing caught our eye, thus we went home empty-handed. (: HAHAS! Uniqlo, a new place to buy lots of sweater at reasonable price. Well, we didn't really shops as there were far too many people in each of the retail shop. 4 levels of Zara as well as Forever 21 really catch my attention to shop there again next time. Yes, probably during the weekdays so that it won't be squeeze. Till here, gonna start doing project again!

A penny of thought

2009-12-20T12:30:00.002+08:00

I know I don't have the prettiest face for you to look at, or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but I promise that I do have the biggest heart to love you with. boomerx818

Sakae Sushi

2009-12-19T23:13:00.006+08:00

Christmas house sushi, so kawaii ya?!

Enjoyed my third day of Holiday to the fullest! (: Have been visiting the airport frequently for the past few days, sending and fetching family members. Headed off to Bugis yesterday, sudden craving of sushi therefore had Sakae sushi buffet for lunch. HAHAS. Christmas is coming in less than ten days time! Every year I'm always so looking forward to this day spending it together with my beloved cousins and their spouse. Not to forget Daddy and brother will be back in another 6more days. Felt something amiss every night without daddy! Sometimes, it just feel so sweet being a daddy girl. (: Yes, tomorrow gonna head out to town and pay a visit to the new shopping mall in Somerset. I'm so want to go the four levels of Forever 21 shop.. Till here, nights ♥

I will overcome the uneasy feeling, stain will soon be erase.
That include all the memories that are not meant to be kept.
Promise the next time I saw you once again, I'll just be myself.

Holiday

2009-12-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Yes, It's start of holiday! (: Finally, this day have arrived. Looking forward to the Christmas week and New Year week. Daddy and brother had set of for their Taiwan trip yesterday and they will be in eight more days. I MISS DADDY! Time to have a break but projects are still on hand to clear before the new year arrive. Well, things still needs to be done then. On a side note, just feeling extremely piss off by some people. This is totally shit! Blood is really boiling.. Sometimes, I really wish I could just wash my hand off and being a heartless girl. Somehow you just don't appreciate.

What should I do next?
Tell me..

Common test week.

2009-12-15T12:32:00.002+08:00

Its Common test week. Sadly, I do not have any motivation for the last paper for tml. Had econs on Saturday but I screw it up totally. I was dam stress and nervous to dump everything I know into the paper, end up I screw it up. This is so TMD! I doubt I'll even receive a pass grade. All the effort went down the drain.. ): IT in business paper tml but reading the notes I felt as though I'm like a comp noob or idiot. *laughs out loud* Still, I've to store such theory thingy into my head by tonight. On a side note, I have remove my tagboard due to some reason and i'll be changing my blogskin soon perhaps after common test will include comment box instead then.. (: Alright, till here.

Pizza Hut day.

2009-12-11T08:51:00.007+08:00

It's getting hard to breathe, hard to be here alone without you. Every part of me is crying out. Oh, you know I want you. But words are not enough to bring you home.

Lesson for yesterday seem to pass very quickly. Lectures was as usual B-O-R-I-N-G. Gave a miss for the business management lecture and headed out with 美女Min to Harbour front just for lunch at pizza hut. First time out with her, but it was great. By the way, she's my closest babe in school right now. Still, I miss ITE days. ): Dinner was pizza hut too! Goodness, I've sinful meals for the day again.. Gonna have something light for today, and burn as much fats and calories during aerobic. Common test starts tml. The very first paper to clear is Micro-economics. Holyshit! I've yet to get anything into my head and I got less than 24hours to mug 6 chapters. Hopefully I am able to store everything in my brain. Pray for me people! HAHAS. Till here, gonna start mugging hard for my econs for the sake of that blinking grade..

Miserable&Terrible.

2009-12-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

A day out with Ryl babe for study session was great. It was always great to be out with her. We could talk anything and everything. Unfortunately, study session today wasn't very successful. No conducive place for us to have a proper study session so end up we didn't study much. We did a little shopping as well. HAHAS. Met up with kaixiang, jian bin and kelvin for dinner too. Kaixiang will be the next in the list to be call by the government for national service. Initially plan was to call for a gathering but as most are having exam or common test, thus it was pretty hard. Anyway, we gonna have one gathering for all soon. (: On a side note, emotions were like on a roller coaster ride again. Feeling so miserable and terrible at this moment right now. Ain't sure what to do, but I'm just feeling not right. I hate selfish bastard! Sigh, till here not gonna carry on..

I was wrong again...

Just another week more.

2009-12-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

I'm back to normal school life with no double work, but as usual endless of projects and assignments. Poor body couldn't take it and fell sick on the second day, it was due to throat infection as well as over-stress. Have been on medication recently, appetite wasn't that good as well. Perhaps is the right time to be on diet! HAHAS. Two projects part 1 were down, and the the part 2 are on their way here. More reports need to be completed by the end of Jan 2010. On a side note, just another week more common test commence. Even though it just two modules to take, but i swear lots of memory work needs to be done. Especially economics! It seem to be more knowledgeable and understanding but still the concept really kills. Alright, enough of study! HAHAS. Till here, gonna continue watching Temptation of wife. I'm too engrossed to that show already. And it really show how evil can a woman be!! HAHAS. Guys should really beware of it. (:

Lazy Sunday.

2009-11-29T21:27:00.003+08:00

I had a lazy Sunday for this week. Spent my whole day at home resting and sleeping. Yes, trying so hard to replenish back my beauty sleep. Unfortunately, the weather is just too warm to have a nap. Initially meeting mummy after she perm her hair, but I'm just to lazy to even to step out of the house. Finally all the piles and piles of assignments and projects have been clear!! Tml onwards, I guess I'll return back to the normal life that I had been living. Common test is just around the corner. Holyshit! Time for mugging again. Sigh.. Will the term break please come a little faster?

I'm so looking forward to the arrival of tml. ♥

24hours is not enough.

2009-11-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

E-learning week is really not good. Workload seem to be even heavier than normal school days. More projects more group work needs to be completed by today 23 59. Thankfully, manage to clear majority of it. Spending less than 6hours with the bed since Monday, I feel as though I'm like a walking zombie now. I want my beauty sleep badly! Complexion is turning bad and bad each day, panda eye is getting darker and darker. Ohmygoodness!! Seriously, I can't wait for the term break to arrive. Alright, just a short update. Gotta rush for more assignments..

Want & Need you badly right now.
I miss those days which I could had you by my side.
Really miss you so much.. :'(

Sinful day.

2009-11-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

"History of Singapore"

Field trip to Nation museum today with classmates. (: The trip was fun and filled with lots of laughter especially when we are on our way back to school. *laughs* love the moment truckloads and hope we can have more outing. Anyway, visited the museum with a creative mind today. Looking at how our forefathers and ancestors creating each an item to become part of our life that we have to use daily. Also the tradition of our early puppet show and Wa-yang [Opera]. I believe our grandma and grandpa are missing those days whereby they are able to watch all these along the street in the olden days. Picture of the museum trip have taken. I'm just to lazy to upload now. Perhaps I'll do it tml instead. Sinful lunch I had for today. Lunch at Pastamania, followed by Strawberry sundae from Mac. Heavy lunch before aerobic was really sinful. Though I might be able to burn or kill away some fats still, I think I've consume too much of fats and calories today.

Yesh! Next week is E-learning week, which mean no school for one entire week but I ain't happy about it. Reason being which mean more work will be given and to complete within next week. Time is running out and yet my web page design is not out yet! Screw it totally. Looks like we will be unable to present anything on week 7.Shall update photos and to-do lists tml also. *laughs* everything tml yea!! (: On a side note, dinner tgt with darling twin was great! *thumb up* love the moment when we exchange our food, shop tgt and talk heart to heart. Right now, can't wait for her exam to be over cause we are going to do our nails.. *teehees* will our triplet sponsor the both of us?! *laughs* I wish or hope he will. (:

Realistic world.

2009-11-19T19:48:00.004+08:00

I'm back to update after missing for so many days. It's been a tough week. Many projects deadlines are due next week, still there's lots of part undone. Falling sick at the wrong timing, is getting me no where. Give school a miss today as I was down with flu. Sneezing non stop is really driving me crazy. Mood was totally ruined by the sneezing. Thankfully, after a real long sleep, it has somehow become better. (:

These few days, I seen a lot about people and life. Realistic and materialistic can really change someone totally. The changes of them really scare you away, and it really beyond your imagination. People can even change just over one night. See, how scary it is? Yes, I saw i was totally disappoint.I didn't believe humans are always a using tool to others till I came across and saw it with my own eye. Always hoping things would change for the better but sadly it has gone worst. Sometimes it seem to be perfect and beautiful, the next moment everything is gone. The dream, image and hope have all broke into pieces that it can never be mend back again. How sad...

Well, 2012 is the end of the world. Rumors, news report everywhere have been broadcast. What are you guys the point of view? Are you people prepare to leave this world already? I guess, after living for 20years I'm prepare to leave this world anytime. Though, there are many things that I haven done but still I guess I have live to the fullest of my live already.

Perhaps I should really stop pining hope already.
it hurts deeply. ):

Busy Weekend.

2009-11-15T11:40:00.002+08:00

A busy week, a busy weekend. I don't have the time to enjoy and relax for this weekend. Tired and more tired. Sleeping at 4am waking up at 9am plus, 5hours of sleep is really not enough. There's so much thingy to be done, still there are so many that are left undone. I wish time could really go a little slower, so that I'm able to finish all the undone tasks. On a side note, Friday meet up with the usual ITE cliques was great! A simple dinner but laughter was filled throughout and somehow it has killed the tiredness away. Hope to have another meet up before god-daddy serve the nation in a month times. (: Not to forget, bought a new poker dot bag tgt with Ryl babe! Yes, we got the same bag. *teehee* Anyway, will upload picture once I receive from her. (: Till here, off to continue my tutorials and projects.

After all is just a wishful thinking I had.

Finally.

2009-11-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

Oral presentation is over! Hurray!! At least now I can relieve a bit of stress before another 20% which are on the way here before end of 2009. Now I can focus more to my projects as well as tutorial. Is like finally. A hectic week, beauty sleep is really needed. I wish if there are 48hours a day. So I'm able to balance my sleep as well as school work. On a side note, thanks Jason for the help in installing window 7 for me! (: *laughs* I get to use it for free and is activated. Okay, really a short post for the day. Ain't sure what to type as everyday routine seem to be the same. So yup, till here. (: Looking forward to Friday...

I wish things could be more simplified and remain as usual.
I miss you..

Hopefully.

2009-11-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

Okay, in few hours time the first 10% of oral presentation will be down. Right now, I am feeling so dam freaking nervous. Praying so hard that I could remember every details and hopefully without referring back to any of my notes. Somehow, it just seem to be so impossible. Wish me luck people! I really need it so badly.. On a side note, BTT is today as well! Holyshit.. Not much of revision has been done, I guess probably I would just fail this time round. Now, miracle is also needed. Well, just stay tune and see my result posted on the next post then. (: Alright, just a short post for the day, I need to get some beauty sleep before the sun rise. Nightz!

I need a break.

2009-11-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

"Movies"

Feeling so freaking tired each day. I need a break from all these stress...Stress working load is adding more and more each day. Everyday it just seem to have lots of stuff to do, especially projects. Sometimes I really wonder why do people just so impatient and can't wait to finish project which due next year?! Some projects are due before end of 2009 yet they didn't wanna finish that first. Weirdo does really exist in the world. Anyway, caught these two movies lately. Poker King was awesome, and My girlfriend is an agent was so-so.. It's like another version of Mr. & Mrs Smith. On a side note, times really flies. Third week of school is down, the fourth week of school is waving to us in 1 day time. Another oral presentation to clear on Tuesday. Hopefully, this time round I'll do a better job. *keep my finger crossed* Even though is just ten percent but I guess I need it badly. Yes, another three minutes of sharing places of interest. And my places of interest is Botanic garden. *clap* I wonder what can I say about this place. *laugh out loud* Alright, till here gonna have my beauty sleep in few minutes time. (:

Darling Joy.

2009-11-04T22:57:00.003+08:00

"Darling Joy"

Busy week is over. Hurray! Yes, cleared the presentation for this week. Now, I can relax a bit and get started with next Tuesday's presentation. Anyway, school day was short for today as lecture for Financing was canceled. Headed off to Uncle's place to find darling princess joy to play. It been really a long time i see her. Went to her Chinese enrichment class tonight for a mini sharing of what she have learn for the entire semester. Well, I can only say she's smart. A smart girl in future still her Chinese needs lots of improvement but we all love her the way she speaks. *laughs* On a side note, finally bought my basic theory book from the Popular book store. Time to read up and get everything into my head before next Tuesday arrive. Hopefully I can get one attempt pass without doing the e-trial. Probability of getting a pass is equal to 0.40%?! *laughs* Needs lots of lady luck and keeping my finger crossed.Lastly, I ended my day with a stress-less smile. (:

Beauty sleep please.

2009-11-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

I have been very very busy lately. Busy with all different modules of project. Today oral presentation I totally screwed up. Still, thanks Mrs Olivia for the advice. Hopefully next week presentation would be a better. (: Beauty sleep is needed so much. Everyday it seem that sleeping is not enough for me. Sigh. I no need a long beauty sleep just a few more hours from current sleeping hours. Complexion turn bad due to stress and lack of sleep. Ohmygod! Pimples please don't pop out anymore. On a side note, seven more days to basic theory test but I ain't prepare for the test. Look like I'm going to waste the six bucks. *laughs*Okay till here. Going to catch my sleep now. (:

Iammissingyousomuch.
I wish you are here. :(

Another 30th

2009-10-30T23:57:00.007+08:00

Yes, its another 30th of the month. A month which used to fill with lots of love and happiness. Unfortunately, it doesn't seem to be same anymore. No more love neither happiness. It just another normal day in my life again. Felt very emotional when I woke up this morning. Thankfully, a surprise meet up was arranged by secondary school buddy. My day wasn't spent alone after all. (: Dinner tgt after school indeed was great. It was filled with laughter and dirty joke! *laughs* Still, we enjoyed ourselves. Thanks Shu jian and Kenneth for driving me around and troubling you guys to fetch me from school. It was really a nice outing with you guys though! Next outing shall we visit Selegie Beancurd Store located at Rochor?

Anyway,Friday is no longer the day that I used to look forward to. All credit to the "Exaggerated" tutor I had for creative applied thinking skill. Since first lesson, I have yet to understand his lesson and lame jokes. Oh well, just another four months. I just keep my finger crossed at all times that I can pass his module at least with a donkey grade. With his kind of teaching attitude I doubt I can say hi to my friend; Distinction. On a side note, aerobic turns out to be fun,interesting and exciting. The only part whereby most people dislike was we have to run two rounds of the stadium as warm up. But still, I'll be looking forward and keen to learn kick boxing as well as other exercise during the twelve weeks of lesson. At least this is the only class that I look forward to attend.

" Bye bye Fats, Welcome muscle."

Sighhh.

2009-10-29T21:43:00.003+08:00

School days are so busy, twenty-four hours doesn't seem to be enough. Each day different modules project are coming in. Almost, every module is entitled to one project. Stress load are adding more and more each day. Next week two presentation to go. And I ain't prepare for it. Yes, by right and basically I shouldn't have much time to have time to think about the relationship problem. Still it is beyond my control, everything just keep flowing through my mind. Bits and bits, the hurts and pain is getting tired and numb as time goes. Tears seem to dry up, somehow staring into the sky had become part of my daily routine. Disappointment was what i received each time. Seriously, I ain't sure why do I give you once and once the chances each time hoping that you would change for the better but I guess I'm just being so silly to let you have chance to hurt me once and once again. I really hate myself being so soft-hearten to allow you to hurt me each time. I want and wish to be mean to you but somehow I just cannot bring myself to do it to you. Sigh, I am just so lousy. Till here then, moods is really bad. Everything is just not going the way that I want and wish to be. :(

Another broken dream, broken heart, broken words.
Empty promises is what I always receiving.

Tired is the only word.

2009-10-26T21:03:00.003+08:00

First day of the second week and I already feeling so dam dead. Even though it was just a two modules for the days but the hours really kills my brain. Business communication was alright as it was just purely learning oral presentation skill. Damn it, I am gonna be the first person to present on next Tuesday session.Wish me luck people! (: Anyway, attended consecutive three hours of IT in Business. Initially it was four hours but I am just feeling so dead that I gave a miss to the lecture. And yes, just the second week of school I skipped lecture. *laughs* Thankfully, I didn't made the wrong choice by choosing it on the same day and clear it all once in the beginning of every week. On a side note, inspiration is needed for ITB in order to draft the proposal. God dam it.Just the proposal itself take up six weeks. Perseverance and Motivation is needed in order to survive. School is driving me crazy. I hope guardian angel would appear and lend me a helping hand. I wish I wish....Alright, till here then. Tired is really the only word that I can think of now, off to bed. (: